I want you to trip like I do.
Feb. 1st, 2009 10:13 pmWell, one good thing came out of the Cardinals losing in the final minutes of the Super Bowl (Kurt Warner... I'm sorry, man, I know you're old and shit, but you lost the battle of the quarterbacks tonight, and I don't even like Ben Roethlisberger or the Steelers) ... I totally got Lucia into football.
I'm very proud of this. It's always a challenge to explain sports to people - and to get them into the sport - and given that Lucia had said just Saturday morning that football revolted her, this was like walking uphill in the snow. Both ways. Clearly I'm like the Saint Paul of football.
Credit goes to the game for being good and having all those exciting touchdowns. Makes it easy for us apostles to spread the good word when fun stuff happens. Still, it sucks that the first football team Lucia ever rooted for lost. But that's the "contract" we enter into as fans: acceptance that the team we root for may lose. And the sooner one learns that, the better - saves pain down the road. I mean, look at my mother. Her favorite male and female tennis players both lost their respective Australian Open finals this weekend. Sports is all about the heartbreak. Just ask Brett Favre.

And now the seven-month drought begins, and I start crying.
I'm very proud of this. It's always a challenge to explain sports to people - and to get them into the sport - and given that Lucia had said just Saturday morning that football revolted her, this was like walking uphill in the snow. Both ways. Clearly I'm like the Saint Paul of football.
Credit goes to the game for being good and having all those exciting touchdowns. Makes it easy for us apostles to spread the good word when fun stuff happens. Still, it sucks that the first football team Lucia ever rooted for lost. But that's the "contract" we enter into as fans: acceptance that the team we root for may lose. And the sooner one learns that, the better - saves pain down the road. I mean, look at my mother. Her favorite male and female tennis players both lost their respective Australian Open finals this weekend. Sports is all about the heartbreak. Just ask Brett Favre.

And now the seven-month drought begins, and I start crying.
This happened in 1995, i.e., three years before I got to Lincoln.
[Lawrence] Phillips rushed for 359 yards and seven touchdowns in Nebraska's first two games of 1995, before the episode the morning of Sept. 10, 1995. Phillips was awakened at 3 a.m., by a phone call from a girl who, friends said, wanted to drive a wedge between the running back and Phillips' ex-girlfriend Kate McEwen. The caller told Phillips that McEwen was staying at [teammate and eventual starting quarterback] Scott Frost's apartment. Phillips' high school coach said McEwen was the first girl Phillips ever cared about. He didn't know how to handle it when the two broke up.
Phillips drove to Frost's apartment complex, scaled the building, broke in through a third-story sliding door and found McEwen in the bathroom. He threw her to the floor and struck her several times to the face. Phillips then dragged her down stairs, where Frost and two neighbors pulled her away.
Phillips was arrested and pleaded no contest to misdemeanor assault and trespassing. He was suspended the rest of September and October. Osborne, who initially dismissed Phillips from the team, reinstated the 20-year-old for the Iowa State game, a decision that, to this day, taints Osborne's national reputation. The legendary coach said Phillips could better deal with his anger if football was still part of his life.
Goddamn. Nowadays all we have from current players are DUI's and mysterious offenses that are not illegal, but are against team rules. And that is why some people my mother works with are not huge fans of Tom Osborne. Ah, it's a delicate balance - I'm pretty sure every coach has one of these, the player that should have been punished more but who wasn't, because he was needed on the team and because the coach needed to win and because the people wanted to win and did they want to win more than they wanted justice and AH. It's ugly, really, and not nearly as simple as procedurals like Law & Order (or God forbid, Bones) make it out to be. I sort of hope that Cody Glenn is Pelini's so we can just get that up and over with, but he doesn't seem to fit the model because he was suspended and never reinstated for whatever it is he did. I'm too jaded to believe Pelini will somehow rise above this trend, but I guess I can always hope. The fans, on the other hand. When the comments on Life in the Red are basically "that was a really punk thing to do to a teamate [Frost sleeping with McEwen]. And the story goes that he hid in the closet too, but I think the girlfriend did it on purpose to make LP jealous," I hold out little hope that the fans will change. And of course the national media's all like, "society still has Lawrence Phillips on its hands thanks to Tom Osborne"... which is not how I would summarize the whole sad situation.
Phillips, incidentally, could not "keep football in his life" and was sentenced just last October to ten years in a California state prison. He's from L.A. McEwen sued him in 2006 for various harm done to her during their two-year relationship. God knows what happened with that. Frost, on the other hand, is going to be receivers coach at Oregon next year. So it goes? His name's appropriate, I'll say that much - he's a hard-core blonde.
I think the part of the article I found most interesting was this:
During the fall of '99, the 49ers released Phillips for insubordination after Phillips argued with coach Steve Mariucci one day at practice. He never played another NFL snap.
[Former Nebraska and 49ers runningback Roger] Craig counseled Phillips during those months in San Francisco. Craig remembers a respectful, bright but lonely kid. Phillips trusted Craig. He told him about his past. About his troubles. About his family. Phillips came to Craig's house and had dinner. He spent the night. He played with Craig's five kids. But Phillips was depressed a lot, Craig said. Coaches yelled at him in practice like he was a rookie, Craig said.
"I was like, 'Give this guy a chance, man,'" Craig said. "He's only human. Don't yell at him and break his spirits. From day one, screaming and yelling at him. It's crazy. It just wasn't fair for him. It's like everybody had it out for Lawrence. Nobody understood Lawrence. You've got to understand him. Did anybody get a chance to talk to him? I just feel bad about the breaks he's been getting. It's not fair. He just needed somebody to help him out a little bit. He was like a kid that was searching for love. No one wanted to give him any love."
One of the things Nebraska prides itself on is providing a safe haven for guys from bad neighborhoods in L.A. - we have one guy on the team now who's had like, all his brothers killed via gang violence in L.A., so his family's obsessed with keeping him in Nebraska. I'm pessimistic about that situation, personally - ESPN mushy special notwithstanding - but if the guy can really rid himself of his demons then more power to him. I'm just not sure football or Nebraska's going to have more than a superficial impact on his future. Thunder Collins never went back to L.A., but he was still arrested on murder charges last year in Omaha. Trouble goes where it can, yes, but it follows people, not land.
[Lawrence] Phillips rushed for 359 yards and seven touchdowns in Nebraska's first two games of 1995, before the episode the morning of Sept. 10, 1995. Phillips was awakened at 3 a.m., by a phone call from a girl who, friends said, wanted to drive a wedge between the running back and Phillips' ex-girlfriend Kate McEwen. The caller told Phillips that McEwen was staying at [teammate and eventual starting quarterback] Scott Frost's apartment. Phillips' high school coach said McEwen was the first girl Phillips ever cared about. He didn't know how to handle it when the two broke up.
Phillips drove to Frost's apartment complex, scaled the building, broke in through a third-story sliding door and found McEwen in the bathroom. He threw her to the floor and struck her several times to the face. Phillips then dragged her down stairs, where Frost and two neighbors pulled her away.
Phillips was arrested and pleaded no contest to misdemeanor assault and trespassing. He was suspended the rest of September and October. Osborne, who initially dismissed Phillips from the team, reinstated the 20-year-old for the Iowa State game, a decision that, to this day, taints Osborne's national reputation. The legendary coach said Phillips could better deal with his anger if football was still part of his life.
Goddamn. Nowadays all we have from current players are DUI's and mysterious offenses that are not illegal, but are against team rules. And that is why some people my mother works with are not huge fans of Tom Osborne. Ah, it's a delicate balance - I'm pretty sure every coach has one of these, the player that should have been punished more but who wasn't, because he was needed on the team and because the coach needed to win and because the people wanted to win and did they want to win more than they wanted justice and AH. It's ugly, really, and not nearly as simple as procedurals like Law & Order (or God forbid, Bones) make it out to be. I sort of hope that Cody Glenn is Pelini's so we can just get that up and over with, but he doesn't seem to fit the model because he was suspended and never reinstated for whatever it is he did. I'm too jaded to believe Pelini will somehow rise above this trend, but I guess I can always hope. The fans, on the other hand. When the comments on Life in the Red are basically "that was a really punk thing to do to a teamate [Frost sleeping with McEwen]. And the story goes that he hid in the closet too, but I think the girlfriend did it on purpose to make LP jealous," I hold out little hope that the fans will change. And of course the national media's all like, "society still has Lawrence Phillips on its hands thanks to Tom Osborne"... which is not how I would summarize the whole sad situation.
Phillips, incidentally, could not "keep football in his life" and was sentenced just last October to ten years in a California state prison. He's from L.A. McEwen sued him in 2006 for various harm done to her during their two-year relationship. God knows what happened with that. Frost, on the other hand, is going to be receivers coach at Oregon next year. So it goes? His name's appropriate, I'll say that much - he's a hard-core blonde.
I think the part of the article I found most interesting was this:
During the fall of '99, the 49ers released Phillips for insubordination after Phillips argued with coach Steve Mariucci one day at practice. He never played another NFL snap.
[Former Nebraska and 49ers runningback Roger] Craig counseled Phillips during those months in San Francisco. Craig remembers a respectful, bright but lonely kid. Phillips trusted Craig. He told him about his past. About his troubles. About his family. Phillips came to Craig's house and had dinner. He spent the night. He played with Craig's five kids. But Phillips was depressed a lot, Craig said. Coaches yelled at him in practice like he was a rookie, Craig said.
"I was like, 'Give this guy a chance, man,'" Craig said. "He's only human. Don't yell at him and break his spirits. From day one, screaming and yelling at him. It's crazy. It just wasn't fair for him. It's like everybody had it out for Lawrence. Nobody understood Lawrence. You've got to understand him. Did anybody get a chance to talk to him? I just feel bad about the breaks he's been getting. It's not fair. He just needed somebody to help him out a little bit. He was like a kid that was searching for love. No one wanted to give him any love."
The title is inspired by me and Lucia watching Charmed today and me accidentally saying, "You see, I make a great source"... I meant a resource on Charmed timelines, but The Source is short for The Source of All Evil in the Charmed universe, so of course that made for a funny five minutes. Lucia said, "You know, now I think you are the Source," and seeing as how I've been telling my mother how I'm always more sympathetic to the Devil in movies than God...
... there are reasons for that, people. Memnoch was definitely the most sympathetic character in Memnoch the Devil. When we got to God and we the readers were all supposed to bow down and be amazed, I was just like, "what? you're a bastard." I'm like a Cormac McCarthy priest. I'm the one in the broken house with a one-eyed cat, shaking my fist at God.
Uh, okay. Battlestar Galactica first.
( spoilery thoughts )
Apparently I'm moving to Canada. In all seriousness, though, the football business is fucked the fuck up if they have people like Missouri's back-up quarterback getting invited to an all-star game and not Ganz. If you invite the guy with a pass efficiency ranked 93rd nationally and not the guy whose pass efficiency is 14th. Or how about the quarterback that was outplayed in the bowl game and clearly could not handle pressure getting invited over the quarterback that won the game and was named the game MVP? WHAT THE FUCK. Jesus, yes, height and how far you can throw the ball is "not really what being a quarterback's about." Of course, tell that to Rex "I-Like-Throwing-The-Ball-Long" Grossman, but we start to see what makes - or rather, what doesn't make - a dick-quarterback, don't we. A lot of us in fandom didn't think he'd get drafted because of the whole build thing - and the fact that Nebraska is getting snubbed nationally in revenge for the '90s - but when you compare him to the people that probably will get drafted, it looks ridiculous. Cullen Harper! Why!
I know that football's a bloodsport and all, but this is starting to piss me off. I wonder sometimes if this overall attitude has anything to do with why we suck as a society overall. I'm into judging a society on how it treats its children - and this has something to do with that, too - but obviously there's something to be said for judging a society based on what it wants in its leaders. Football fails both gauges. For having such illusions of patriotism and godliness and health and community, it's pretty pathetic.
But how strange, right, he's only nine inches taller than me. God, I'm such a selfish fuck.
... there are reasons for that, people. Memnoch was definitely the most sympathetic character in Memnoch the Devil. When we got to God and we the readers were all supposed to bow down and be amazed, I was just like, "what? you're a bastard." I'm like a Cormac McCarthy priest. I'm the one in the broken house with a one-eyed cat, shaking my fist at God.
Uh, okay. Battlestar Galactica first.
( spoilery thoughts )
Apparently I'm moving to Canada. In all seriousness, though, the football business is fucked the fuck up if they have people like Missouri's back-up quarterback getting invited to an all-star game and not Ganz. If you invite the guy with a pass efficiency ranked 93rd nationally and not the guy whose pass efficiency is 14th. Or how about the quarterback that was outplayed in the bowl game and clearly could not handle pressure getting invited over the quarterback that won the game and was named the game MVP? WHAT THE FUCK. Jesus, yes, height and how far you can throw the ball is "not really what being a quarterback's about." Of course, tell that to Rex "I-Like-Throwing-The-Ball-Long" Grossman, but we start to see what makes - or rather, what doesn't make - a dick-quarterback, don't we. A lot of us in fandom didn't think he'd get drafted because of the whole build thing - and the fact that Nebraska is getting snubbed nationally in revenge for the '90s - but when you compare him to the people that probably will get drafted, it looks ridiculous. Cullen Harper! Why!
I know that football's a bloodsport and all, but this is starting to piss me off. I wonder sometimes if this overall attitude has anything to do with why we suck as a society overall. I'm into judging a society on how it treats its children - and this has something to do with that, too - but obviously there's something to be said for judging a society based on what it wants in its leaders. Football fails both gauges. For having such illusions of patriotism and godliness and health and community, it's pretty pathetic.
But how strange, right, he's only nine inches taller than me. God, I'm such a selfish fuck.
Thoughts on Battlestar Galactica's newest episode.
( spoilers )

Research scientist: Oh man, what is happening to us? The family of man is hurting each other, stealing from each other...
Stottlemeyer: The family of man's starting to sound like a real family.
- Monk
( spoilers )

Research scientist: Oh man, what is happening to us? The family of man is hurting each other, stealing from each other...
Stottlemeyer: The family of man's starting to sound like a real family.
- Monk
rendezvous then I'm through with you.
Jan. 16th, 2009 12:12 amoh my LOL.
Mark Sanchez, the dick-quarterback of USC, is forgoing his last year of college eligibility to go to the NFL. ESPN was running a little review of other USC quarterbacks coached by Pete Carroll and how they've done in the NFL - the consensus is not so great - and Pete Carroll was apparently "pleading" with Sanchez to stay at USC as long as he possibly could until late last night.
Pete Carroll was not happy. He went on a huge rant at the press conference about how this was the wrong decision - even going so far as to criticize his holy quarterback's play! Sanchez, meanwhile, came to the press conference all decked out in the best suit of his life, the I'm-a-Pimp-Daddy-Now suit, and as he was coming up to the podium to speak and Carroll was coming down from it, Carroll just "tabbed" him and said "good luck" very brusquely before quickly walking on and "not bothering to sit down" with Sanchez. ESPN was all up in the body language on that one. 

Not getting an A in teamwork class, dudes.
Sanchez did not give a shit that Carroll was not happy. "It has been my dream since I was just a little kid to play in the NFL and thanks to this great academic institution and football program, I have the opportunity to realize that dream," he said. Thanks for the stepping stone, USC! Now I'm off to chase my real dream! He's such a dick. I can just tell. And I love it when my gut reactions about quarterbacks turn out to be right. Not for going against his head coach's advice per se (although I think if he's not listening to the advice of people who know the NFL he's being an idiot), but of the way he made his declaration... it looked like a real "fuck you losers" to USC's football program. Carroll, for his part, let his emotions spill way too much in talking to the media about his disappointment in a player.
As Coach Gaines would say... my goodness gracious. What this whole sad episode says to me is that USC is a rather dysfunctional "family", if we insist on calling it a family - where coaches don't support players' decisions, players blatantly use the team for personal gain, and everybody puts on a big horndog show for the media. As flawed as Nebraskan fans are with our cocaine-like dependence on the football team, at least when we were a walking soap opera of proverbial bitchslaps we considered that our "dark ages", not our "glory days".
Here's a hint, Carroll, if you want to keep your players around for all their years of eligibility: don't plead. Talk to them like they're adults, even if they're still mental children. Weigh the pros and cons. Tell them you're behind them whatever they decide, that it's their decision. Look, Bo knows. He's had two excellent defensive ends come back for their senior seasons instead of going to the NFL. Take a cue from him, dude. And if they do decide to leave? Would it hurt you to give them a damn hug before you part ways? You were their coach, man. For four years, man. What kind of example does that set for your other players? For your recruits? That as soon as they disagree with you, they're out in the cold?
And Sanchez? Listen to what experts tell you, your head coach included. Don't show up at the press conference looking and acting like a walking phallus. Have some fucking humility and don't just thank the team for giving you a platform for you to rocket to success. Don't fucking bring up prayer in your b.s. explanation. I say that and I don't even believe in God. And as for the NFL thing? It'll still be there next year. If it really is your childhood dream then you should think carefully about how you position yourself for success there. I think you just want to make the big bucks as soon as possible and get the women and the caviar, and perhaps you never gave much of a shit about USC anyway. But if you're an unsalvageable dick, then go to the NFL and make college football a better place.
Thanks for the memories, USC, even though they weren't so fuckin' great at all.
Mark Sanchez, the dick-quarterback of USC, is forgoing his last year of college eligibility to go to the NFL. ESPN was running a little review of other USC quarterbacks coached by Pete Carroll and how they've done in the NFL - the consensus is not so great - and Pete Carroll was apparently "pleading" with Sanchez to stay at USC as long as he possibly could until late last night.
Pete Carroll was not happy. He went on a huge rant at the press conference about how this was the wrong decision - even going so far as to criticize his holy quarterback's play! Sanchez, meanwhile, came to the press conference all decked out in the best suit of his life, the I'm-a-Pimp-Daddy-Now suit, and as he was coming up to the podium to speak and Carroll was coming down from it, Carroll just "tabbed" him and said "good luck" very brusquely before quickly walking on and "not bothering to sit down" with Sanchez. ESPN was all up in the body language on that one.


Not getting an A in teamwork class, dudes.
As Coach Gaines would say... my goodness gracious. What this whole sad episode says to me is that USC is a rather dysfunctional "family", if we insist on calling it a family - where coaches don't support players' decisions, players blatantly use the team for personal gain, and everybody puts on a big horndog show for the media. As flawed as Nebraskan fans are with our cocaine-like dependence on the football team, at least when we were a walking soap opera of proverbial bitchslaps we considered that our "dark ages", not our "glory days".
Here's a hint, Carroll, if you want to keep your players around for all their years of eligibility: don't plead. Talk to them like they're adults, even if they're still mental children. Weigh the pros and cons. Tell them you're behind them whatever they decide, that it's their decision. Look, Bo knows. He's had two excellent defensive ends come back for their senior seasons instead of going to the NFL. Take a cue from him, dude. And if they do decide to leave? Would it hurt you to give them a damn hug before you part ways? You were their coach, man. For four years, man. What kind of example does that set for your other players? For your recruits? That as soon as they disagree with you, they're out in the cold?
And Sanchez? Listen to what experts tell you, your head coach included. Don't show up at the press conference looking and acting like a walking phallus. Have some fucking humility and don't just thank the team for giving you a platform for you to rocket to success. Don't fucking bring up prayer in your b.s. explanation. I say that and I don't even believe in God. And as for the NFL thing? It'll still be there next year. If it really is your childhood dream then you should think carefully about how you position yourself for success there. I think you just want to make the big bucks as soon as possible and get the women and the caviar, and perhaps you never gave much of a shit about USC anyway. But if you're an unsalvageable dick, then go to the NFL and make college football a better place.
Thanks for the memories, USC, even though they weren't so fuckin' great at all.
the girl who loved joe ganz
Jan. 12th, 2009 11:52 pmexcerpted from the Stephen King novel, The Girl Who Loved Tom Gordon:

So I introduced my mom to Battlestar Galactica tonight - we watched the three-hour miniseries, all the way through. It was wonderful. My mom's not a sci-fi type exactly (neither am I for that matter) but she admits she got into it. BSG is just impossible not to get into, not to sink your teeth into. At the end when they reveal "Sharon" to be a Cylon model she was like, "ohhh" in a sad voice. Ha ha ha, me and my mom. I wish I had a huge television to watch it on, though. The battles in the miniseries are amazing, especially lined with drums. BSG is like a war dance; I think that's why I love it.
Pete liked Mo Vaughn, and their Mom was partial to Nomar Garciaparra, but Tom Gordon was Trisha's and her Dad's favorite Red Sox player. Tom Gordon was the Red Sox closer; he came on in the eighth or ninth inning when the game was close but the Sox were still on top. Her Dad admired Gordon because he never seemed to lose his nerve -- "Flash has got icewater in his veins," Larry McFarland liked to say -- and Trisha always said the same thing, sometimes adding that she liked Gordon because he had the guts to throw a curve on three-and-oh (this was something her father had read to her in a Boston Globe column). Only to Moanie Balogna and (once) to her girlfriend, Pepsi Robichaud, had she said more. She told Pepsi she thought Tom Gordon was "pretty good-looking." To Mona she threw caution entirely to the winds, saying that Number 36 was the handsomest man alive, and if he ever touched her hand she'd faint. If he ever kissed her, even on the cheek, she thought she'd probably die.

So I introduced my mom to Battlestar Galactica tonight - we watched the three-hour miniseries, all the way through. It was wonderful. My mom's not a sci-fi type exactly (neither am I for that matter) but she admits she got into it. BSG is just impossible not to get into, not to sink your teeth into. At the end when they reveal "Sharon" to be a Cylon model she was like, "ohhh" in a sad voice. Ha ha ha, me and my mom. I wish I had a huge television to watch it on, though. The battles in the miniseries are amazing, especially lined with drums. BSG is like a war dance; I think that's why I love it.
Well, Oklahoma choked.
Again.
Five straight losses in BCS bowls. Thanks for making the Big 12 look strong, Oklahoma! This means the Big 12 South (Oklahoma, Texas, Texas Tech, Oklahoma State) - which everyone thinks is oh so tough, the best half-conference in America - had only one winner out of the four teams they sent to bowl games, and that was Texas. Gag me, I know. The poor pathetic little Big 12 North (Nebraska, Kansas, Missouri) - which won all three of their bowl games - really appreciates the stellar effort y'all put into this one, Sooners. Highlights include not being able to score from literally the 1-yard line twice and missing your only field goal attempt. Stoops needs a lesson in prepping his teams for bowl games, because he's obviously doing something wrong.

Note to Stoops and everyone else on the planet: STOP POSING WITH THE MILITARY. It didn't work for Bush, it won't work for you.
Which means Florida won, and the sports analysis world will now begin prostrating themselves all over the place. Not only will we be hearing about how the SEC is like the new Roger Federer of college football (and I love you, Roger, but for a while there no one could touch you, so forgive me for comparing you to the SEC), but we'll be hearing non-stop about Jesus.
That's right. Jesus. He's back. Have you heard? He's going by the name Tim Tebow. He's in disguise as the quarterback of the Florida Gators. Because as we all know, God (?) gives so much of a shit about football.

Not an accurate representation of how Jesus, if he exists, spends his time.
You know how I said the Colt McCoy ejaculation made me nauseous? Well, this was just... stupendous waterfalls of praise, let me put it that way. Basically, human words could not describe the wonder that is Tim Tebow and his missionary ways. Because what's funny is that's all the commentators have really got as far as evidence supporting their claim that Tebow is the second coming of Christ - his parents are missionaries in the Philippines, he was home-schooled, and he promises to work harder than anyone on the planet. With cut rates like that, boys and girls, we can all be Jesus.
Some gems from the Life in the Red blog, re: Tim Tebow. When we're not biting our chubby cornfed fingers off worrying about Nebraska, Husker fans can actually be pretty funny.
- Tebow, we are not worthy.
- These announcers have a little Tebow on their lips after... well, you get the picture.
- Wow - Tim Tebow went from one of the top 10 college football players of all time to the Top 5 in about 3 seconds.
- what the world savior got an unsportsmanlike conduct penalty. The apocalypse is upon us...run for your lives!!
- who do these refs think they are calling an unsportsmanlike conduct penalty on the god that walks our earth.
- The travels of Tim Tebow and his attempt to save the world.
- Seriously, if they call him superman one more time, I may have to throw my laptop into my plasma!
- If I have to hear "Tim Tebow" one more time from these announcers... agh! College students could have one hell of a drinking game if they chugged every time they heard it. Geez give it up!
- Well if Tebow wins I expect the media to proclaim him the savior of mankind and break out into a verse of we are the world...that right there is worth staying tuned in for.
- What's the link for "We are the World", I want to know the words so I can sing along with my lighter.
- Will Tebow save the college football world from slipping into laziness..stay tuned.
- He's the only one with a good work ethic, just ask anyone.
- if Tebow wins and asks for a playoff, will we get one???
- No but we might get a Tebow scratch and sniff doll. So that everyone else on the planet can smell what sweat equity is from working harder than anyone else on the planet.
- If Tebow's the only one with all the work ethic and sweat and so on, isn't it just his personal National Championship? Does he have to share with his team?
- No he will share it with them because he pushed them...they were all lazy bastards until he cracked the whip...but he don't mind sharing with them, he's the only reason they are there but he's not selfish or anything. Everybody else is lazy, I have to work harder and make those lazy bastards work harder because they are getting in the way of my personal goals.
and the winner...
- who's Tebow?
Again.
Five straight losses in BCS bowls. Thanks for making the Big 12 look strong, Oklahoma! This means the Big 12 South (Oklahoma, Texas, Texas Tech, Oklahoma State) - which everyone thinks is oh so tough, the best half-conference in America - had only one winner out of the four teams they sent to bowl games, and that was Texas. Gag me, I know. The poor pathetic little Big 12 North (Nebraska, Kansas, Missouri) - which won all three of their bowl games - really appreciates the stellar effort y'all put into this one, Sooners. Highlights include not being able to score from literally the 1-yard line twice and missing your only field goal attempt. Stoops needs a lesson in prepping his teams for bowl games, because he's obviously doing something wrong.

Note to Stoops and everyone else on the planet: STOP POSING WITH THE MILITARY. It didn't work for Bush, it won't work for you.
Which means Florida won, and the sports analysis world will now begin prostrating themselves all over the place. Not only will we be hearing about how the SEC is like the new Roger Federer of college football (and I love you, Roger, but for a while there no one could touch you, so forgive me for comparing you to the SEC), but we'll be hearing non-stop about Jesus.
That's right. Jesus. He's back. Have you heard? He's going by the name Tim Tebow. He's in disguise as the quarterback of the Florida Gators. Because as we all know, God (?) gives so much of a shit about football.

Not an accurate representation of how Jesus, if he exists, spends his time.
You know how I said the Colt McCoy ejaculation made me nauseous? Well, this was just... stupendous waterfalls of praise, let me put it that way. Basically, human words could not describe the wonder that is Tim Tebow and his missionary ways. Because what's funny is that's all the commentators have really got as far as evidence supporting their claim that Tebow is the second coming of Christ - his parents are missionaries in the Philippines, he was home-schooled, and he promises to work harder than anyone on the planet. With cut rates like that, boys and girls, we can all be Jesus.
"King Herod's Song" - Jesus Christ Superstar (1973)
Some gems from the Life in the Red blog, re: Tim Tebow. When we're not biting our chubby cornfed fingers off worrying about Nebraska, Husker fans can actually be pretty funny.
- Tebow, we are not worthy.
- These announcers have a little Tebow on their lips after... well, you get the picture.
- Wow - Tim Tebow went from one of the top 10 college football players of all time to the Top 5 in about 3 seconds.
- what the world savior got an unsportsmanlike conduct penalty. The apocalypse is upon us...run for your lives!!
- who do these refs think they are calling an unsportsmanlike conduct penalty on the god that walks our earth.
- The travels of Tim Tebow and his attempt to save the world.
- Seriously, if they call him superman one more time, I may have to throw my laptop into my plasma!
- If I have to hear "Tim Tebow" one more time from these announcers... agh! College students could have one hell of a drinking game if they chugged every time they heard it. Geez give it up!
- Well if Tebow wins I expect the media to proclaim him the savior of mankind and break out into a verse of we are the world...that right there is worth staying tuned in for.
- What's the link for "We are the World", I want to know the words so I can sing along with my lighter.
- Will Tebow save the college football world from slipping into laziness..stay tuned.
- He's the only one with a good work ethic, just ask anyone.
- if Tebow wins and asks for a playoff, will we get one???
- No but we might get a Tebow scratch and sniff doll. So that everyone else on the planet can smell what sweat equity is from working harder than anyone else on the planet.
- If Tebow's the only one with all the work ethic and sweat and so on, isn't it just his personal National Championship? Does he have to share with his team?
- No he will share it with them because he pushed them...they were all lazy bastards until he cracked the whip...but he don't mind sharing with them, he's the only reason they are there but he's not selfish or anything. Everybody else is lazy, I have to work harder and make those lazy bastards work harder because they are getting in the way of my personal goals.
and the winner...
- who's Tebow?
Q: Anyone know where the title of the post comes from?
A: "Hey Man, Nice Shot" by Filter. One of my favorite songs-I-don't-own, one I tracked down after I heard it in this awesome X-Files episode starring Giovanni Ribisi as a loser-mechanic who hangs out at the arcade with Jack Black, lusts after his jock-boss's wife, and has the power to control electricity, "D.P.O" (for Direct Power Outlet). He goes about killing the jocks that teased him in high school and trying to force the lady to love him back by giving her husband heart attacks. It's one of those Carrie-style episodes, you know, revenge of the magical nerds - always amusing. I've taken to saying that Carrie is my favorite teen movie. Maybe I should just buy the song. It's definitely about a newscaster who shot himself on the air (on a snow day, so all these children were home from school watching), but well. It's a good song. And I really fucking miss the X-Files. It's never on air anymore.

Man, I love how articulate NFL players are when they talk to the media. Courtesy of Adam "Pacman" Jones:
- "That's stupid. It's so stupid I have no more comments." (this reminds me of Homer Simpson: "Because they're stupid, that's why, that's the reason everybody does everything.")
- "If I beat myself up, who will take care of me?"
- "Football means a lot to me, but it's not everything."
- "It's not like I'm taking it pretty good."
- "I love me some me."
Granted, it's not just the NFL. A lot of athletes do not have verbal media savvy (can they pose for commercials? yes. but damn, the promo line better be short, and if it's a print commercial, even better). Obviously if English is a second language, that's another issue. But Roddick, for example, has no excuse. And the athletes that can compose sentences never tell reporters anything interesting. It's always, "well, they played a great game" and "we're gonna do our best" and "we want to get this win for coach" and the rest of that stiff, rehearsed, Remember-the-Titans drivel. They always look all shifty when they say it too, like little kid actors trying to remember their lines.
Which is why I appreciate:
- "I got one on. Don't worry about it. I'm not telling you how many times it took me, but I got one on." (on a particular hole at a golf course)
- "I won't let them take any reps away from me. I'm selfish."
- "It was a bad throw and it was a mistake but I didn’t want it to hurt us down the road so I pretty much forgot about it. I was more upset I didn’t make the tackle." (on an interception returned for a touchdown - I'm telling you, in this neck of the woods, quarterbacks are expected to tackle as well as pass, run, and receive. what's next? kicking duties?)
- "I'm going to have to take those guys out to dinner tomorrow night if my dad gives me the credit card."
- "We all had to come together and make sure that the same cancerous attitude didn’t eat our football team up again."
Seriously, he uses words like "cancerous." What athlete uses words like cancerous? Unless they're describing an actual tumor?
A: "Hey Man, Nice Shot" by Filter. One of my favorite songs-I-don't-own, one I tracked down after I heard it in this awesome X-Files episode starring Giovanni Ribisi as a loser-mechanic who hangs out at the arcade with Jack Black, lusts after his jock-boss's wife, and has the power to control electricity, "D.P.O" (for Direct Power Outlet). He goes about killing the jocks that teased him in high school and trying to force the lady to love him back by giving her husband heart attacks. It's one of those Carrie-style episodes, you know, revenge of the magical nerds - always amusing. I've taken to saying that Carrie is my favorite teen movie. Maybe I should just buy the song. It's definitely about a newscaster who shot himself on the air (on a snow day, so all these children were home from school watching), but well. It's a good song. And I really fucking miss the X-Files. It's never on air anymore.

Man, I love how articulate NFL players are when they talk to the media. Courtesy of Adam "Pacman" Jones:
- "That's stupid. It's so stupid I have no more comments." (this reminds me of Homer Simpson: "Because they're stupid, that's why, that's the reason everybody does everything.")
- "If I beat myself up, who will take care of me?"
- "Football means a lot to me, but it's not everything."
- "It's not like I'm taking it pretty good."
- "I love me some me."
Granted, it's not just the NFL. A lot of athletes do not have verbal media savvy (can they pose for commercials? yes. but damn, the promo line better be short, and if it's a print commercial, even better). Obviously if English is a second language, that's another issue. But Roddick, for example, has no excuse. And the athletes that can compose sentences never tell reporters anything interesting. It's always, "well, they played a great game" and "we're gonna do our best" and "we want to get this win for coach" and the rest of that stiff, rehearsed, Remember-the-Titans drivel. They always look all shifty when they say it too, like little kid actors trying to remember their lines.
Which is why I appreciate:
- "I got one on. Don't worry about it. I'm not telling you how many times it took me, but I got one on." (on a particular hole at a golf course)
- "I won't let them take any reps away from me. I'm selfish."
- "It was a bad throw and it was a mistake but I didn’t want it to hurt us down the road so I pretty much forgot about it. I was more upset I didn’t make the tackle." (on an interception returned for a touchdown - I'm telling you, in this neck of the woods, quarterbacks are expected to tackle as well as pass, run, and receive. what's next? kicking duties?)
- "I'm going to have to take those guys out to dinner tomorrow night if my dad gives me the credit card."
- "We all had to come together and make sure that the same cancerous attitude didn’t eat our football team up again."
Seriously, he uses words like "cancerous." What athlete uses words like cancerous? Unless they're describing an actual tumor?
Nebraska 26, Clemson 21
Jan. 3rd, 2009 01:45 pm[note: more football, so feel free to skip more - picture-heavy, but I'm not cutting it cuz it's my damn livejournal]

Senior Joe Ganz following a concussion

Senior Joe Ganz following a concussion
My mother and I were trying to decipher why the 2008 Huskers football team have meant so much to me. Was it because for the previous four years we had a coach I didn't care for (Bill Callahan) and an athletic director (Steve Pedersen), and now we've got good ol' Tom Osborne and the wonderful Bo Pelini back? Was it because I was busy adjusting to college in the past? My mother thinks it's two things: that I'm in a better mood these days, and thus more open to hope and excitement in general; and that I'm older - for the first time, I'm about the same age as the players. She's probably right on both counts. But whatever it is, I've never felt so connected to a Husker football squad. I've cheered for the Huskers since middle school, and I'd like to take this opportunity to thank my uncle for monopolizing the remote: if he hadn't insisted he watch college football when I wanted to watch Cartoon Network, I wouldn't have had to ask him to explain the rules of the game to me. But I digress. I've cheered for the Huskers since middle school. I've been tense and I've screamed and I've kept newspaper clippings. But I've never felt as much as I do for this team. Obviously I'm especially fond of the seniors, and obviously within the group of seniors, Joe Ganz (see earlier post). When I thought we were going to lose, with two minutes left in the game - after battling back admirably in the second half - all I could say was, "they don't deserve this, they deserve better, I can't watch this happen to them."

The defense, led by junior Ndamukong Suh (in the middle, wearing 93), makes a defensive stand
It would have been a heartbreaker if we lost then. Not like this, we were thinking. Not like this. Not after the offense rallied. Not after the defense had, prior to this series, played the game of its life - blocking field goals, blocking punts, sacking their quarterback, making interceptions. The defense had fallen asleep momentarily and Clemson was at our 10-yard line with four chances to score. If they had scored then it would likely be the ball game - we wouldn't have had the time, in all likelihood, to even get within field goal range, even though Alex Henery would have no doubt put all he had into an 80-yard field goal if Pelini asked him to. All Clemson needed was a touchdown.

Eric Hagg sacks Clemson's quarterback for a 16 yard loss
But just like the offense pulled itself together and came through in the third quarter, scoring 20 points, the defense pulled itself together and came through - they expected no less of themselves. Sophomore Eric Hagg, who lost his blackshirt recently, sacked Clemson's quarterback down at the 26-yard line. He later said he "had to make up for blowing the defense" on an earlier play. Well, he did make up for it. 16-yard sacks are not common - their quarterback was obviously flustered, and Hagg was obviously driven. He was not, I would say, as composed as our own QB. The well-thrown pass on third down was batted down by junior Matt O'Hanlon in the end zone - as soon as O'Hanlon got off one of the coaches shouted at him, "You saved the day, man! You saved the day!" That's what's amazing about football. Hagg and O'Hanlon and Castille, below, were not players you would have guessed would have saved the day. But everyone who gets out on that field has to be ready to save the day because that pass might be coming their way, because the starter might get injured, because you might be the one defender with a straight shot at the quarterback. Everyone has to be ready. And we were ready, I think, where Clemson was not. Our players knew well and deep what this game meant.

Matt O'Hanlon breaks up the last play of the game
On fourth down, the pass wasn't close. The Husker closest to the pass, junior Larry Asante, started jumping up and down, and on the sidelines, Coach Pelini lifted his fists. "That's it," said the radio announcer, "The Huskers will walk out of here Gator Bowl champions." The offense ended the game in victory formation - the offensive line crowded together, the backs basically making sure nothing unseemly happens to the ball, and Ganz taking a knee, three times. By then the celebration had already begun on the Nebraska sideline. Ganz took a knee one last time with about twenty seconds left, the ref extended his hand and asked for the ball - "No, I'm keeping this one," said Ganz, and the Husker players and coaches came pouring onto the field.

Ganz and the offense declare victory
After the turnovers in the first half, Ganz came out and completed two touchdown passes in the third quarter. He also led the offense to two field goals. Concussion threatened to sideline him - nope. He only ended up missing one snap, and got them down to another field goal. He was named the MVP. "You gotta be a pretty special guy to have a fumble returned for a touchdown, an interception returned for a touchdown, and still be the MVP of a game," said Pelini. "You gotta be a pretty special guy to do that." He said, too, that Ganz epitomized the team's ability to bounce back after getting punched in the mouth, as the offensive linemen like to say, and keep fighting.


Pelini, Ganz, and the MVP Trophy
There's this U.S. Open ad I really like that basically just says, "Walk it off. Shake it off. Walk it off. Shake it off," and we've been doing just that since way back in our close, heartbreaker losses to Texas Tech and Virginia Tech. Even when we're down by forty points we keep fighting. And when we lose? We come back the next week and play even harder. We never bounced back under Callahan - we just got depressed, got down. Bo Pelini changed that. God knows what he says to them in the locker room, but that man can obviously coach. As Osborne says, the players want to play for him. And recently, we've started to be able to pull out not just close losses, but wins.

Senior Nate Swift catches Nebraska's first touchdown pass
We were down 14-3 at the half of this game. We came out on the first drive of the second half and scored. So what the hell happened in the locker room? People on the Life in the Red blog were saying that to recover after a really god-awful first half and win would be as monumental as the volleyball team recovering from a bad start of the season to get into the Final Four semifinals. In other words: damn near impossible. Other bloggers said that whether we adjusted in the second half would show us whether we had a good coaching staff, or a great one. I guess we have a great one.

Pelini and the Gator Bowl Trophy
During halftime, nobody pointed fingers; nobody shouted. Everyone stayed calm. Well, almost. "I probably threw a chair or two in private," said Pelini, who's been trying to keep his emotions more disciplined as the season's gone on - but Osborne hired him in part, I think, because he was fiery - because he could light a fire under the players. He was caught on national television screaming at referees and then got all self-conscious of his sideline demeanor, not wanting to make Nebraska look bad - not that I think the players ever gave a shit. "Then I walk out and I act like everything's okay. But before we walked out, I said, 'Hey fellas, we've been here before, right?' And they said, 'Yep.'" I don't think anyone in Husker Nation was holding onto the hope that we could win this game when the second half started. The believers were all down in Jacksonville, in the Husker locker room.


Senior Todd Peterson, on catching Nebraska's second touchdown pass / Pelini gets Gatorade'd

Quentin Castille

Ganz and Pelini
Thank God for Bo. Thank God for the seniors. I'm so proud of them. The Indonesian word for what they've got is ketabahan - essentially, the ability to "keep the faith". They didn't just keep it; they fought for it. The fans wanted to die in the stands and they went out and executed plays and made stands like they alone knew they could. Though they're leaving us I believe the impact of their enormous character and inner strength will stay.
So seniors, I'd like to say this: thank you for this season, for being a no-quit team, for playing with heart and soul and guts, for showing the younger players what Nebraska football at its best is like. I hope that Husker fans remember, as this season fades into the next, what you all did for us as a fan base, and what you did for the football program. You guys gave us our mojo back. It's not just that things are well in Huskerville - it's that things are pulsating, alive, and ready to bite. And that's thanks to you. Remember. As Pelini said to his seniors when he was handed the Gator Bowl trophy, "I love you all."
I love all you all, baby. I love all you all.

Ganz and Pelini
the quarterback mystique
Jan. 3rd, 2009 11:27 am[note: this is a long football post, so feel free to skip if you don't care - I'm just writing it to get it out of my system]
Nebraska won the Gator Bowl, 26-21, beating a very good Clemson team in probably the tightest, tensest, bordering on the most dramatic game I have ever had to suffer through. We were down 14-3 at the half, and 21-10 in the beginning of the 3rd quarter. Basically everyone on the Life in the Red blog had given up - the pessimists were getting nasty, the optimists were signing off. But we came back and won. That post will follow. This post (which has taken me 2.5 days) is about arguably the most important position on a football team - the gunslinger, the cowboy, the general, the leader: the quarterback.
I've always had a thing with quarterbacks. I am not alone. New Orleans Saints coach Sean Payton has said it's a position that "gets too much criticism and too much applause." Is the criticism/applause disproportionate? Maybe. But the Quarterback Mystique is a real thing, disproportionate or no. The quarterback is usually the most prominent player on the football team, especially when it comes to media attention. They are also, for reasons unknown to me, often physically attractive. Not all of this is romanticism. The quarterback is also a team's de facto leader - although he presumably follows the coaches' playbook, the quarterback is responsible for getting every single play started, often has to be able to fool the opposing team, is usually the only player on the team that throws the all-valuable ball (which makes him the monopolist of passing, which is one of only four ways a football team can put points on the scoreboard - the other three being rushing, kicking, and safeties), and has to be able to get out of the worst - and I mean, the worst - situations. Although there are certainly other players on the offense that can serve as leaders on and off the field, the quarterback tells the rest of the team what the plan is in every huddle; the quarterback decides if a pass is possible or if the run is better; the quarterback is the one that shouts, "Hut, hut, hike!"
tldr; the quarterback is hella important. Good quarterbacks keep teams alive; great quarterbacks become heroes; bad quarterbacks are burned at the stake. As far as the relationship with fans goes, quarterbacks single-handedly make them come, make them complete, or make them completely miserable. I'd argue there's as much to be learned about leadership from football quarterbacks (and especially college football, but that's a different post) as from any of the other traditional leaders of society: coaches, politicians, generals, activists, Aragorn. Thus I'm going to write about what I call the Quarterback Mystique.
AND IF YOU SEE JOHNNY FOOTBALL HERO IN THE HALL, TELL HIM HE PLAYED A GREAT GAME! TELL HIM YOU LIKED HIS ARTICLE IN THE NEWSPAPER!
I should have opened this whole post with Nada Surf's brilliant "Popular", but oh well, here we go: "I'm a quarterback, I'm popular/ my mom says I'm a catch, I'm popular/ I'm never last picked, I got a cheerleading chick". For reasons mentioned above, the Quarterback Mystique was born. Johnny Football Heroes are forged out of this Mystique. Many of them grow up yearning to play quarterback precisely because of the Mystique, and will stop at nothing to fulfill this their boyhood dream. Thus by the time they become starting quarterbacks they've already got this whole romantic script written out for themselves - one they use to cultivate a mutually sycophantic relationship with their coaches and extensive doting by the media. They are almost always referred to by both first and last name (never just one, the way everybody else is referred to) by commentators, they are always from highly-ranked schools, they're always their head coach's favorite, and they usually fit a certain, well, WASP-y demographic.
Sometimes it really is mysterious, the mystique. A particularly bizarre case is Missouri's Chase Daniel, whose rise in national prominence accompanied Missouri's sudden upward shot to the top of the NCAA in 2007. Nebraska fans call him "Baby Chase" because he is one of the whiniest players we have ever had to play against. But for Missouri and at least part of the national news media, Daniel is a Golden Boy - a Sacred Cow, if you will, the player that everyone needs to kiss the feet of because there will never be another. Golden Boys are a special category of Johnny Football Heroes because they demand to be treated well; they believe they're entitled to worship, often because they consider themselves the best player on the team, and thus a special snowflake. They take pictures like the one seen here of Daniel because they're "growing legends", which to me just sounds like some nasty toe problem that needs to be chopped off. Sometimes, they really are; all the time, it doesn't matter, because that's a terrible attitude for a leader to have. Daniel is pretty much incapable of taking responsibility for things that go wrong - it's "I have a cold", or it's "someone spit on me". And his teammates get in on it too: "Half those interceptions were tipped". Yeah, okay - then don't throw so low? Daniel is particularly nauseatingly pampered by head coach Gary Pinkel - he is often seen embracing Pinkel from behind on the sidelines, and when a fan heckles Daniel, Pinkel himself will yell at the fan. Yes. That is called... well, it is not called teaching the young men you coach responsibility for themselves. Not that I endorse heckling by fans (see "No More Heisman"), but a quarterback needs to be strong enough to handle that without the coach getting involved. A quarterback is not supposed to need people mopping up behind him. That's why he has the Mystique! Remember?!
Other Johnny Football Heroes don't need quite so much clean-up - Colt McCoy and Tim Tebow being two examples. The Texas and Florida quarterbacks have a lot in common: a total of three syllables and monosyllabic first names to start, important facts considering the amount of time television analysts spend jacking off to these two. McCoy can be having a terrible game and this is how the broadcast will sound: silence while things are going badly; as soon as he completes the shortest screen pass, it's "great job by Colt McCoy." O rly? That's a classic symptom of Quarterback Mystique right there. I hesitate to call these two out and out Golden Boys because they aren't bad and they aren't ridiculous like Daniel - but Colt McCoy is a budding Golden Boy, if nothing else because his name makes him sound like an old West hero, he's blonde, and I don't think I've ever heard an announcer criticize him - hell, even after Utah and Alabama played their ball game, Barry Switzer was still harping on about "And what about Colt McCoy..." Ya rly. Totally unrelated game and they still find a way to sneak in a good word about him. Tebow, on the other hand, is a budding dick-quarterback (see "I Like Throwing the Ball Long...") - he's a renowned playboy and party animal at Florida. I have a bad feeling about him. There's yet another trait these two share: rabid Christianity. Tebow's parents are missionaries, and he's spent time personally
circumcising little Filipino boys. Does this freak out anyone else? McCoy's just one of those Campus Life crazies. I know, I know, religion's a huge part of football. But these two? Something else. In fandom terms, they're Gary Stus - characters that are portrayed as having unrealistically perfect and thus sacred qualities. Nothing bad happens to Gary Stus the way nothing bad ever really happens to McCoy and Tebow. These guys are the elites of football, and you know, kudos to those teams for being at the top of the dogpile - but it doesn't convince me that McCoy and Tebow are the real deal as far as football team leaders go. Texas? Florida? Lots of adversity there. Oklahoma's Sam Bradford hasn't had to deal with hardship either, but at least he shuts his mouth and doesn't mug for the camera. And guess who won the Heisman? Bradford. I think what gave him the edge was that coaches (especially in the Big 12) were fed up with the other two and the silver spoons they feast with. I guess they've had to keep all their resilience in reserve for fighting Satan.
So what happens when Johnny Football Heroes run into adversity? Well... depending on their mentality and their skill level, it can get pretty ugly. It doesn't get a lot uglier than Golden Boy Harrison Beck - a very highly-ranked recruit who everyone thought was going to save the Nebraska Cornhuskers' bacon. He spent one year as a back-up and did pretty poorly whenever he did play, and then in the middle of the 2006 pre-season he literally disappeared - skipped town. Yes, I'm serious. His mother later said that he was upset about the number of reps he was getting, upset that he - a redshirt freshman - wasn't getting enough reps as senior starter Zac Taylor and then-junior Joe Ganz. More on him later. His mother went on to say that Zac Taylor was "just okay", that her son wasn't being given enough help or support or opportunity, and maybe he should have just gone to the SEC, where he'd for sure be getting playing time. In other words, he'd already anointed himself with Eau d' Quarterback Mystique and crowned himself Golden Boy before he did... well... anything. When then-head coach Bill Callahan didn't cater to his demands enough, he threw a tantrum and took off - called it quits, gave up, ran away, etc. In the context of what Joe Ganz had to go through to get to the position of starter, all I can say to Beck is "BAAAAWWW CRY MOAR." So Harrison Beck transferred to South Carolina. Boy, do they love him there. I'm being sarcastic. They liken him to Rex Grossman and make drinking games out of his interceptions. He is in essence the worst of the worst when it comes to Golden Boys, a failed Johnny Football Hero who clearly liked the idea of quarterbacking more than the execution - an apt demonstration of just how bad the Quarterback Mystique can get.
Beck obviously sucks, but even the best Johnny Football Heroes can crash and burn once they get in a less-supportive environment - like the NFL. This seems to be the case with Vince Young, a former Texas quarterback who won the National Championship along with a whole host of individual awards, then left college early to enter the draft. Everyone seemed to want to heap praise on the guy: he's even on ESPN's list of the ten greatest college players ever (a subjective list if there ever was one!), for instance. Young had to deal with his share of adversity - like when he nearly died as a seven-year-old when a car hit him and impaled him on his bicycle handle bar, and his father being in prison throughout most of his college career. No religious slant, but a near-death inspirational experience works just as well. But judging by the way he responded to being booed after throwing an interception for the Tennessee Titans - driving off with a gun after mentioning suicide - I've got doubts that Vince Young's really got what it takes now that the crowd does not treat him like a Johnny Football Hero. As great an athlete as Young clearly is, it's whether he's able to get through this funk that's going to really determine whether he serves as an athletic benchmark for future quarterbacks or as an actual example of leadership and perseverence.
Other Johnny Football Heroes are tougher. Peyton Manning and younger brother Eli Manning are also excellent football players. Both were fawned over incessantly in college (Tennessee and Ole Miss, respectively) and almost incessantly in the pros - but damn, Peyton is the league MVP again this year and has been consistently great at the Indianapolis Colts, and after a bit of a slow start for Eli at the Giants, he's shaping up fine
. So fine they won the Super Bowl last year. These two - the only set of brothers to both win the Super Bowl MVP - are genuine competitors, but what really makes them valid leaders in my book is their easygoing, unselfish personalities. Peyton's always zucchini cool whereas Eli can get a bit more neurotic, but both clearly love the game of football. I always liked Peyton; I used to consider Eli a bit of a whiny Golden Boy when he played for Ole Miss, but in the pros he's shut up and proved tough. It takes real inner strength to command a football team like the Giants to a Super Bowl as a baby-faced twenty-seven-year-old. So now I'm a fan of them both.
So you know - some Johnny Football Heroes do deserve to be called heroes.
WHO THE HELL IS HE ANYWAY? HE NEVER REALLY TALKS MUCH.
And then there's the quarterbacks that are totally ignored by everyone outside the team - sleeper quarterbacks, the opposite of Johnny Football Heroes - they don't talk much and they're not flashy. Of course, many quarterbacks are ignored because they're bad, but many are ignored simply because they don't play for one of the powerhouse schools. A few of these small-school quarterbacks do manage to get hyped, but the only example I can currently think of is Eli Manning when he was at Ole Miss - and he had that older brother named Peyton, so he doesn't really count.
Here's a good example, though: Pat White, senior quarterback of the West Virginia Mountaineers. Some analysts say he's actually the best quarterback in the country, statistically - first and only NCAA player to win four consecutive bowl games as a starter, all-time highest rushing yards by any NCAA quarterback - but he's flown totally under the radar for four years because he plays for West Virginia, which nobody paid attention to even after they beat Oklahoma in the Fiesta Bowl in 2007. Presumably this is because West Virginia has too many syllables, or has a coach whose name isn't Bowden or Stoops, or something. Does this matter a whit? Probably not to Pat White. He has "Mountaineer" tattooed on his arm and came back for his senior year even though he could have gone into the NFL draft, and has a lot of well-earned support among West Virginia fans, who spell out his number 5 in the bleachers, have white-outs, etc. In the end, all that matters is how the team and the fans respond to a quarterback - not the TV pundits. Still, it sucks that he didn't get any buzz, now that awards go to players who play for either Oklahoma, the Florida-school-du-jour, Texas, or USC. Usually four players are invited to go the Heisman Trophy award ceremony, but this year only three players were invited: QBs from Oklahoma, Florida, and Texas. The Texas Tech quarterback, Graham Harrell, was not invited despite being fourth in the votes. Pat White was down there at seventh. Guess Harrell and White should have talked themselves up more, or maybe become missionaries.
Oh yeah, and Brian Johnson for the Utah Utes? The team that defied 10-point-underdog status to beat the Alabama Tide in the Sugar Bowl? The quarterback that very rightly won that game's MVP? Where the hell did he come from, and why have I never heard of him? He wanted to give all credit to his teammates and he actually passed the MVP trophy to them to hold. Of course he did - I bet he never really talked much while he was at Utah. "A great way to finish my college career," he says. Well, great. A college career that no one saw, because he played for Utah - while everyone was obsessing over Alabama's #1 recruiting class, and Goddamn Barry Switzer (who is this fuck anyway? oh, right, a former Oklahoma head coach) says that there's no Utah player that Alabama would recruit, Brian Johnson was out there calmly commanding his offense (and yes, because no one gives a shit about Utah and it's not a traditional football powerhouse, they are a quiet sleeper school and not a well-oiled machine despite going undefeated this year) and winning the Sugar Bowl. Awesome. He seems to feel that he's had a rewarding experience and I'm sure the Utes fans love him, so I guess he gets the last laugh.
Other quarterbacks simply land in awful programs and end up single-handedly propelling the team to wins. Byron Leftwich, one of the most casual, laidback, and un-self-promoting quarterbacks ever - had to do this at Marshall, and didn't seem to mind. People only paid attention to him after he got practically crippled in a game against Akron - broken shin will do that to you - and instead of going out of the game (they didn't have any back-ups worth mentioning, and they were trying to come back from a 17-point deficit), his linemen carried him from scrimmage to scrimmage. Because he could not walk. They won the game, by the way, just like they won this legendary double-overtime bowl game 64-61, after being down 38-8. I should also point out that another sleeper quarterback I mention further down, Chad Pennington, also played for Marshall, where he used a pseudonym while serving as a radio broadcaster so as not to "cause a distraction". Now that's the opposite of self-promotion. But Marshall does have this Boxer-the-Work-Horse sort of mentality, so maybe this is no surprise.
The Quarterback Mystique is sort of lost on these players, at least as far as media attention goes - on the other hand, their own fans adore them, which leads one to wonder if certain rewards come to good quarterbacks in time, whether or not they get hyped, and maybe the Quarterback Mystique can survive in subtle form - as the belated and sincere thanks of a grateful fan base - without the ridiculous pomp that accompanies Johnny Football Heroes. Does this quiet anonymity make them bad leaders? Absolutely not. His teammates wouldn't have carried Leftwich to the line of scrimmage if he wasn't a good leader. In fact, I think sleeper quarterbacks at struggling schools tend to be better leaders - they don't get any help from hype, they actually have to rally the troops, said troops are often pretty destitute, and they have to deal with pissy fans. Assuming they come out of college alive, they sure do prove themselves. So their teams don't always end up with perfect records - the quarterback really can't carry the whole team, no matter how much Leftwich tried. And in case it wasn't obvious, there's much more to leadership than perfect win-loss records, or even really good stats.
I wish I could say that it's just a coincidence that White, Johnson, and Leftwich aren't pasty Caucasian, Christian quarterbacks. I do think that the prominence of the school is a more important factor of why they got ignored by the national media (Vince Young, after all, went to Texas), but I can't say ethnicity doesn't play a factor. The football community's a lot like modern America - they know there's racism and they don't like racism and it gets awkward when racism accusations get thrown around, but de facto, subconscious racism is still there, rippling under the surface of the national media (at certain schools that will remain nameless, it sort of surfs out in the open). A few sleepers do get recognized at the end of the year, after all the ejaculation over the Johnny Football Heroes is over - and after, of course, the Heisman Trophy has been handed out.
I LIKE THROWING THE BALL LONG. IT MAKES MY DICK HARD.
Quarterbacks can be dicks. They can be the biggest dicks on the team. Unfortunately, dickhood does not automatically make someone a bad quarterback statistically, and much less does it make someone an unpopular quarterback. There are quite a few prominent quarterbacks, in both college and the pros, who really think that being quarterback means they are effectively God (not just God's representative, but God) - or at least, God's gift to football and/or women. When nerds write vindictive revenge stories featuring an evil villain of a high school quarterback, this is the kind of quarterback they're writing about: aggressive, selfish, macho pricks.
Kissing Suzy Kolber attributes this style of quarterback to Rex Grossman, a smirk-tastic player that my mother made a season out of hating when he was playing for the Florida Gators: "I'm fucking Sexy Rexy Grossman. I can get that ball in there. And, even if I can't, I bet I'll be able to pull it off the next go round. I like throwing the ball long. It makes my dick hard... You know what? Not only am I gonna throw it long the next time we hit the field. I'm gonna throw it even longer. Harder... Why? Because I can." (note: this is not an actual quote by Grossman, merely a projection of his inner monologue) Grossman's famous for thinking he can do anything. I'm all for dream-big as much as the next soul, but when it gets to the point of irrational over-valuation of your own abilities - when it's not "I gotta make this happen for the team" anymore, because you're making cocky, selfish decisions that aren't even good for the team (like throwing long passes when you should be making shorter ones, when you should actually be seeing who the hell is open so as to avoid an interception) - it may be time to take up the Vegas nightclub circuit instead of a football. The final moment of Grossman's college career was insisting that he could somehow get off a long pass (of course! only long passes are macho!) by himself, running around with a horde of defenders in the backfield. Even the announcers were laughing: "What are you doin', Rex? What are you doin'?" Needless to say, it failed. Grossman's also become famous in the NFL for being totally incapable of taking criticism. When the media criticizes him, he tells them in a press conference that they "don't know much" and they should admit to being ignorant and incorrect. And then the media laughs at him. His own coach at the Chicago Bears, Lovie Smith, says "the criticism is what it is." Never a good sign. I could make all sorts of DBZ analogies here, but I'll try and contain myself.
Good luck, Bears. Hope you find an actual quarterback soon. I still love you.
Perhaps a less extreme example is USC quarterback Mark Sanchez. He's basically a frat brat who's gotten in trouble for sexual assault and breaking windows - hurdles that some schools would not let a player jump over, but not USC! USC tolerates this bullshit. He's not actually a great quarterback, but he does play for a very strong football team, so he never gets sacked and he gets to look great. After winning the Rose Bowl this year - basically a home game - he jumped up on a pedestal and started conducting the band. That's behavior that would get fined for like $10,000 in the NFL. The NFL. You know, the league that doesn't care if you're a good sport? Yeah, them. Then again, this whole team has dick-ish tendencies, if their boorish dances on the field - with coaches, nonetheless - after they do something successful are any indication. But there you go, USC can get away with that kind of behavior. Coupled with the total lack of adversity that Sanchez has had to face (other than the Rape Awareness class, that is), his poor sportsmanship gets him equally poor leadership points.
The NFL has quite a few dick quarterbacks too, and that's to be expected. They are getting paid millions of dollars for their "sexy cannon" arms, after all - and they're playing to profit, not for love of the team or love of the game. Everybody in the NFL is a bit of an arrogant jackass and as we know the quarterback position is conducive to braggadocio, so it gets hard to sort out the particularly pricky quarterbacks. Personally, I'm sickened by Tom Brady and Tony Romo - not for their behavior on the field, but for their cocky, entitled, macho behavior off of it. Tom Brady of the New England Patriots does shirtless cologne ads a la Marlboro Man
and has not only an illegitimate child off an actress (who still named the boy after him, bless her pathetic heart) but is dating Gisele, the supermodel. Tony Romo of the Dallas Cowboys has dated Carrie Underwood and Jessica Simpson, among other cheerful blondes, and gets so distracted by Simpson that he can't play football when she's in the stands. Would rather be at a resort with her, I guess. Does this automatically make them dicks? Well, no. It just makes them look like they really want to take as much advantage of being Johnny Football Heroes as possible by fucking as many "it" girls as possible. Also makes them look uncommitted to their teams. That and they take themselves too seriously. Cologne? Are you serious? Jesus. Advertise soup with your mother or something.
To say that these guys buy into the Quarterback Mystique is an understatement - there's no smoke and mirrors needed here, no legends and fog machines. You know that P. Diddy commercial where he jetskis in a tuxedo and says, "I am king"? Yeah. "And all the girlies say I'm pretty fly, for a white guy." I don't think I've talked about this before, but I don't buy bad-ass-ery in politics either. People like Rahm Emanuel actually really piss me off, and don't even get me started on Bill Clinton. I don't think all that brouhaha makes you a good leader - no more than landing on an aircraft carrier in a flight suit made Bush a good president - how can it, when all you care about is yourself, the way you look in the mirror or on SportsCenter, and yourdick arm? I guess "if you don't break, just overcompensate, at least you know you can always go on Ricki Lake."
"NO MORE HEISMAN!"
But not all quarterbacks are dicks. The quarterbacks that don't salivate over cameras and who put their team first are actually okay guys. And often, they're the ones that get the most abuse. Sadly, it is rare that this abuse strikes dick-quarterbacks, because people seem to be instinctively lulled into submission by dick behavior, and of course, nobody touches the Golden Boys. And to be fair, a lot of people treat quarterbacks like total shit - defensive tackles and ends make careers out of breaking quarterbacks as hard as humanly possible, fans of opposing teams zero in on them as Public Enemy #1, and their own fans blame them for essentially everything.
I once wrote revised lyrics to "The Last Supper" from Jesus Christ Superstar while watching some poor quarterback get repeatedly sacked because his offensive line was incompetent. It was an ode to the quarterback, and it went something along the lines of, "Look at all my non-existent linemen/ sinking in a gentle pool of slime" and "don't disturb me now, I can see a receiver". And of course, "Always hoped that I'd be a quarterback/ knew that I would make it if I tried." Although what I mainly shout when my team's offense on the field is "Go!", I can also be heard screaming, "Protect him!" to the offensive line.
It's one thing to cheer when your team makes a defensive stop and it's another to single out one player on the opposing team to taunt. Especially if said player is not a dick-quarterback, but just a good, highly-touted quarterback. I have major problems with the Colorado Buffaloes football program and its faithful - Gary Barnett has to be one of the least disciplined coaches ever - but high on my list of Colorado fans' offenses is them chanting, "No more Heisman!" to Nebraska's Eric Crouch after the Buffaloes beat the Huskers the year Crouch was in the running for the Heisman. What the fuck? I mean, what the fuck. These are college kids! I don't even like Ole Miss fans chanting "Overrated!" to the entire Texas Tech team, but an entire stadium taunting one specific player on the opposing team who did nothing unseemly except try to win the game? In college, that's grotesque. And of course that one specific player is always going to be the quarterback... a side effect, again, of Ye Olde Quarterback Mystique. Colorado fans proved themselves even classier when they shone laser-pointers in the Oklahoma State quarterback's eye in 2008. Once again: what the fuck.
What truly sucks, however, is to be torn apart by your own team. Nate Longshore, a quarterback for the California (Berkeley) Bears, would be a Golden Boy - he's got the religious trappings and blonde hair and everything - except he's not that great, California's still a struggling school, and their fans are downright cruel. I only saw one Cal game this season - a very messy bowl victory over Miami - and almost every play by Longshore was booed by his own crowd. This isn't so atypical in the pros, but in college this type of backstabbing is way out of line. They aren't playing for money, they're playing for fun and they're playing for you - and they are not professionals. Part of what's going to ruin college football is pro-creep, I swear - the expectation of statistical perfection and refrigerator-sized linemen - when in reality these players are student athletes. Apparently a different quarterback was waiting in the wings behind Longshore. But that's no excuse to boo your quarterback when he makes an incomplete pass. If you have to boo, at least boo the grown-up coaches who are getting paid millions of dollars. Please don't boo the players. And for the love of God, do not play a team song when someone is injured on the field. Please. Christ.
Besides which, scorned quarterbacks can prove dangerous. As Harrison Beck proves, they can also prove utterly useless, so I should qualify: good scorned quarterbacks can prove dangerous. Chad Pennington got dumped by the New York Jets in favor of Brett Favre, after enduring a nasty season filled with such niceties as being booed off the field (the season prior to this he was pretty much responsible for every win the Jets had) and hearing fans cheer when he got injured. Why am I a long-distance Jets fan? I don't know - I guess I just can't root for the Giants, but believe me, I never applaud injuries. Now that I'm leaving New York I may just end up following around Pennington, the Mannings, and cheering for the Eagles. Pennington's justifiably got nothing but bitterness for his former team. I have a soft spot for the guy, who never really talked much, and I'm happy to say he's playing great for the Miami Dolphins this year. Something about Comeback Player of the Year. They're going to the playoffs. The Jets and Favre are not, thanks personally to a defeat handed to them by Pennington's Dolphins. "What goes around comes around," says Garth Woolsey of the Toronto Star. "Revenge, thy name is Chad."
Former Johnny Football Hero Brett Favre hasn't had the best experience with the Jets either. Not only are fans disappointed with his performance (which, admittedly, has been bad relative to Brett Favre: Football Hero), but his own runningbacks are starting to diss his performance. The coach that wanted him's been fired and as we all know, the only person who gets as much friendly fire as the coach is the quarterback. Commentators don't care about his injured shoulder and dismiss his post-season mulling about retiring as empty talk. Of course, the runningbacks have a right to be frustrated with three interceptions per game, and Brett Favre has mulled retirement more than once (I would hardly classify the guy as a dick quarterback, though). Brett Favre is supposed to be their leader, not their moaner-giver-upper. And that's why, despite the intensity of the abuse that many quarterbacks have to endure, the quarterback has to take his lumps and swim upriver anyway. It's just how the game's set up.
Crouch won his Heisman after all. It can be done.
"WHAT DOES JOE GANZ DO NOW?" "JOE GANZ TAKES SOME ADVIL."
A final note: I tend to judge quarterbacks based on values I picked up watching Nebraska football, so I think it's fair to explain what these values are.
Nebraska's last nationally-prominent quarterback was Eric Crouch in 2001 - unsurprisingly, Crouch was playing when the Nebraska football program was nationally-prominent as well. I was a little bit in love with him when he played here - in all fairness to me, I was in middle school. He was a great runner, a good receiver, and an okay passer - but that's okay, it is Nebraska. He had his oh-so-intense picture on the cover of Sports Illustrated and did win that Heisman trophy (though he succumbed to the Heisman curse in the National Championship game). Like many quarterbacks at top 10 schools, Crouch totally bought into his own Quarterback Mystique. He was in love with the position. Post-Nebraska, he made a complete fool of himself bouncing from the NFL to Germany to Canada, searching for a way to play quarterback even after people had repeatedly told him that he was better off at a different position - Crouch wanted to be Johnny Football Hero and thought the only way to achieve greatness was to play quarterback. While I don't doubt Crouch is fond of Nebraska (and indeed, he's been coming back here more since realizing he peaked in college), it became obvious after he graduated that he wasn't really the kind of player that put the team first, and was not really the perfect Nebraska quarterback.
Which brings me to my current favorite quarterback, Nebraska's own Joe Ganz. Joey Ganz as some still call him. Ganz is, to put it simply, everything I want in a quarterback. He is, first off, perfect for Nebraska: a good runner, a tough player, and a solid, humble leader that plays the hell out of games despite crazy adversity. You know Nebraska: where the boys are the squarest, the play isn't pretty, and we expect to win by "powering through" (oh boy). That he can pass is just bonus. Personally, I'm also a huge fan of his constant healthy sarcasm and obvious maturity. I have literally never encountered a football player as sarcastic as this guy (sports writers call it "coolness" because they don't know what it is). Oh yeah, and I happen to think he's cute. What can I say, I grew out of my pretty boy stage. He gets an extra picture because he deserves it.
Joe Ganz was pretty much fucked over by Bill Callahan. He spent 2006 as No. 2 and then got by-passed again in 2007 - this time in favor of Sam Keller, a flashy transfer who according to the UNL underground had family connections to Callahan. Ganz became "the quarterback that could have been, but wasn't." Keller got the love; Keller got the playing time. Did Keller play well? Eh. When Ganz finally got the chance to play (season-ending injury for Keller), he was stunning. Ganz started in 2008 with one year left in eligibility, and has broken I don't want to know how many all-time Nebraska records in this one wonderful year. He was also fucked over by timing, because although he's statistically excellent he's playing in the same conference as the Big 12 powerhouse quarterbacks, McCoy, Bradford, and Harrell - so he gets ignored by the national media. Not to mention, Nebraska's a struggling school this year, making Ganz a sleeper. In football terms, one of his years was essentially wasted here. Most fans have gotten behind Ganz and are sorry he had to have so much playing opportunity flushed down the toilet, but when I hear from the few that haven't (like "stay down joey, we need a better qb" - that shit, which is not too far from the Jets fans cheering Chad Pennington getting injured, makes me physically ill), I seriously think that if I was Ganz, I might just turn around and give the haters the big Fuck You.
Instead Ganz gets up every fall-semester Saturday (and the occasional Friday and Thursday) and plays his ass off. He doesn't quit. Shit happens and he doesn't quit, because well, that's the thing about shit - it happens. S.S.D.D., to quote another great group of friends in Stephen King's Dreamcatcher. Then he gets up, he adjusts, and he tries again. Hell, even if he fumbles the ball and the other team starts running it back for a touchdown, he will go and tackle that returner personally. Yes, here at Nebraska, quarterbacks are expected to tackle, too. He never gives up - he never wilts, as current head coach Bo Pelini says. And the team takes their cue from him. He cares about being a role model for younger players, gives credit where it's due, and takes every opportunity to praise his teammates and his coaches. Surprise, the team plays well under Ganz's leadership. The coaches know they can rely on him in the huddle - it's like having that older kid looking after the young ones, you know, one less thing to worry about. Of course, Ganz can also play good football. He's a talented guy who knows his shit and completes huge plays when they're most needed (like on 3rd-and-10). We would not - and I can't stress this enough - the Huskers would not have nine wins this season without him. He took us from a depressed and mopey 5-7 team in 2007 to an energetic and jacked-up 9-4 team in 2008. Skill is a vital part of this. But so is tenacity. And that is something that some of those other quarterbacks - Colt McCoy, Tim Tebow - just don't have. How could they? They're on top 10 teams and have ridden the coattails of their 5-star teammates and their own popularity. With all due respect to those guys, they haven't had to bounce back from anything. So go ahead and dance, Mark Sanchez. Go conduct your orchestra. Tell me about your trials and tribulations. Have none? Oh, okay.
Nebraska quarterbacks are supposed to be able to take their licks, so they don't do pansy moves like running out of bounds or sliding baseball-style across the first down mark to avoid getting tackled. They just get tackled (or sometimes they get their heads twisted around exorcist-style). Ganz has taken his share of monster hits too. In the fourth quarter of the Gator Bowl - after a successful high-pressure completed pass - he was tackled and pushed to the ground face-first. Then he just lay there - took off his own helmet and lay there (see below, with concerned runningback Marlon Lucky). And Joe Ganz, let me tell you, never just lies there. He's said that he would have to be "peeled off the field." He'd already started limping in the first half and now, what? Concussion, apparently. He was helped off the field and his back-up immediately fumbled the ball - I went to take a walk to cool my nerves. I prayed for a win but I also prayed for Joe Ganz to be okay. He was back on the next offensive series. He got them all the way to the final field goal. "There was no doubt in my mind," says Coach Pelini, that Ganz would be back after that hit. Just a mild concussion, after all. He went on to win the game MVP, a trophy he wants to cut up and split with the defense. But you know why he won that MVP, despite two turnovers? Because he's the quarterback. Because he's a great quarterback who fulfilled his responsibilities to a team that needed him: leading them to victory, not just by the plays he made but by his emotional core, by what many sports writers covering the game have called his guts. That's why it's more than plays and stats and X's and O's - that's why it matters whether the quarterback is a dick or not. It matters how he treats his teammates. It matters if he makes excuses. When the team is not some monstrous powerhouse well-oiled machine - when the team has had to struggle - the heart of the team is the quarterback. So it's on the quarterback to get them to that win, even if the other players are the ones actually running into the end zone. It's a hard task, but if he succeeds, to the quarterback go the spoils. Asked what was next for him after the game - hinting at NFL plans - he said, "Joe Ganz takes some Advil."
Okay, I should stop. I could go on and on about Joe Ganz. I'm going to seriously miss him next year. I hope he comes back to Nebraska somehow - grad assistant, perhaps? - because he's the kind of quarterback you would want young players to take after. He wants to be remembered "as someone who shut up, worked hard, never complained and left everything that I had on that field." And there you have it. I couldn't ask for anything more.Except I ♥ You, Joe Ganz, please marry me!

The Nebraska Quarterback: Joe Ganz
My conclusion about the Quarterback Mystique is that the best quarterbacks are the ones that don't buy into it; or rather, the quarterbacks who recognize their responsibilities to the team but don't obsess over the benefits. The ones who don't think they're any better than anybody else on the team (or the coaching staff), even if their burden is bigger. They put the team first. And not that the quarterback should be blamed for having a lucky season and outstanding teammates, but the quarterback that has to get through rough patches and dry spells is the one that actually proves himself. Arguably, the best politicians do the same. Those are the only "leaders" that I consider real leaders.
And God, I wish this were obvious to everyone.
Nebraska won the Gator Bowl, 26-21, beating a very good Clemson team in probably the tightest, tensest, bordering on the most dramatic game I have ever had to suffer through. We were down 14-3 at the half, and 21-10 in the beginning of the 3rd quarter. Basically everyone on the Life in the Red blog had given up - the pessimists were getting nasty, the optimists were signing off. But we came back and won. That post will follow. This post (which has taken me 2.5 days) is about arguably the most important position on a football team - the gunslinger, the cowboy, the general, the leader: the quarterback.
I've always had a thing with quarterbacks. I am not alone. New Orleans Saints coach Sean Payton has said it's a position that "gets too much criticism and too much applause." Is the criticism/applause disproportionate? Maybe. But the Quarterback Mystique is a real thing, disproportionate or no. The quarterback is usually the most prominent player on the football team, especially when it comes to media attention. They are also, for reasons unknown to me, often physically attractive. Not all of this is romanticism. The quarterback is also a team's de facto leader - although he presumably follows the coaches' playbook, the quarterback is responsible for getting every single play started, often has to be able to fool the opposing team, is usually the only player on the team that throws the all-valuable ball (which makes him the monopolist of passing, which is one of only four ways a football team can put points on the scoreboard - the other three being rushing, kicking, and safeties), and has to be able to get out of the worst - and I mean, the worst - situations. Although there are certainly other players on the offense that can serve as leaders on and off the field, the quarterback tells the rest of the team what the plan is in every huddle; the quarterback decides if a pass is possible or if the run is better; the quarterback is the one that shouts, "Hut, hut, hike!"
tldr; the quarterback is hella important. Good quarterbacks keep teams alive; great quarterbacks become heroes; bad quarterbacks are burned at the stake. As far as the relationship with fans goes, quarterbacks single-handedly make them come, make them complete, or make them completely miserable. I'd argue there's as much to be learned about leadership from football quarterbacks (and especially college football, but that's a different post) as from any of the other traditional leaders of society: coaches, politicians, generals, activists, Aragorn. Thus I'm going to write about what I call the Quarterback Mystique.
AND IF YOU SEE JOHNNY FOOTBALL HERO IN THE HALL, TELL HIM HE PLAYED A GREAT GAME! TELL HIM YOU LIKED HIS ARTICLE IN THE NEWSPAPER!
I should have opened this whole post with Nada Surf's brilliant "Popular", but oh well, here we go: "I'm a quarterback, I'm popular/ my mom says I'm a catch, I'm popular/ I'm never last picked, I got a cheerleading chick". For reasons mentioned above, the Quarterback Mystique was born. Johnny Football Heroes are forged out of this Mystique. Many of them grow up yearning to play quarterback precisely because of the Mystique, and will stop at nothing to fulfill this their boyhood dream. Thus by the time they become starting quarterbacks they've already got this whole romantic script written out for themselves - one they use to cultivate a mutually sycophantic relationship with their coaches and extensive doting by the media. They are almost always referred to by both first and last name (never just one, the way everybody else is referred to) by commentators, they are always from highly-ranked schools, they're always their head coach's favorite, and they usually fit a certain, well, WASP-y demographic.







So you know - some Johnny Football Heroes do deserve to be called heroes.
WHO THE HELL IS HE ANYWAY? HE NEVER REALLY TALKS MUCH.
And then there's the quarterbacks that are totally ignored by everyone outside the team - sleeper quarterbacks, the opposite of Johnny Football Heroes - they don't talk much and they're not flashy. Of course, many quarterbacks are ignored because they're bad, but many are ignored simply because they don't play for one of the powerhouse schools. A few of these small-school quarterbacks do manage to get hyped, but the only example I can currently think of is Eli Manning when he was at Ole Miss - and he had that older brother named Peyton, so he doesn't really count.



The Quarterback Mystique is sort of lost on these players, at least as far as media attention goes - on the other hand, their own fans adore them, which leads one to wonder if certain rewards come to good quarterbacks in time, whether or not they get hyped, and maybe the Quarterback Mystique can survive in subtle form - as the belated and sincere thanks of a grateful fan base - without the ridiculous pomp that accompanies Johnny Football Heroes. Does this quiet anonymity make them bad leaders? Absolutely not. His teammates wouldn't have carried Leftwich to the line of scrimmage if he wasn't a good leader. In fact, I think sleeper quarterbacks at struggling schools tend to be better leaders - they don't get any help from hype, they actually have to rally the troops, said troops are often pretty destitute, and they have to deal with pissy fans. Assuming they come out of college alive, they sure do prove themselves. So their teams don't always end up with perfect records - the quarterback really can't carry the whole team, no matter how much Leftwich tried. And in case it wasn't obvious, there's much more to leadership than perfect win-loss records, or even really good stats.
I wish I could say that it's just a coincidence that White, Johnson, and Leftwich aren't pasty Caucasian, Christian quarterbacks. I do think that the prominence of the school is a more important factor of why they got ignored by the national media (Vince Young, after all, went to Texas), but I can't say ethnicity doesn't play a factor. The football community's a lot like modern America - they know there's racism and they don't like racism and it gets awkward when racism accusations get thrown around, but de facto, subconscious racism is still there, rippling under the surface of the national media (at certain schools that will remain nameless, it sort of surfs out in the open). A few sleepers do get recognized at the end of the year, after all the ejaculation over the Johnny Football Heroes is over - and after, of course, the Heisman Trophy has been handed out.
I LIKE THROWING THE BALL LONG. IT MAKES MY DICK HARD.
Quarterbacks can be dicks. They can be the biggest dicks on the team. Unfortunately, dickhood does not automatically make someone a bad quarterback statistically, and much less does it make someone an unpopular quarterback. There are quite a few prominent quarterbacks, in both college and the pros, who really think that being quarterback means they are effectively God (not just God's representative, but God) - or at least, God's gift to football and/or women. When nerds write vindictive revenge stories featuring an evil villain of a high school quarterback, this is the kind of quarterback they're writing about: aggressive, selfish, macho pricks.

Good luck, Bears. Hope you find an actual quarterback soon. I still love you.



To say that these guys buy into the Quarterback Mystique is an understatement - there's no smoke and mirrors needed here, no legends and fog machines. You know that P. Diddy commercial where he jetskis in a tuxedo and says, "I am king"? Yeah. "And all the girlies say I'm pretty fly, for a white guy." I don't think I've talked about this before, but I don't buy bad-ass-ery in politics either. People like Rahm Emanuel actually really piss me off, and don't even get me started on Bill Clinton. I don't think all that brouhaha makes you a good leader - no more than landing on an aircraft carrier in a flight suit made Bush a good president - how can it, when all you care about is yourself, the way you look in the mirror or on SportsCenter, and your
"NO MORE HEISMAN!"
But not all quarterbacks are dicks. The quarterbacks that don't salivate over cameras and who put their team first are actually okay guys. And often, they're the ones that get the most abuse. Sadly, it is rare that this abuse strikes dick-quarterbacks, because people seem to be instinctively lulled into submission by dick behavior, and of course, nobody touches the Golden Boys. And to be fair, a lot of people treat quarterbacks like total shit - defensive tackles and ends make careers out of breaking quarterbacks as hard as humanly possible, fans of opposing teams zero in on them as Public Enemy #1, and their own fans blame them for essentially everything.
I once wrote revised lyrics to "The Last Supper" from Jesus Christ Superstar while watching some poor quarterback get repeatedly sacked because his offensive line was incompetent. It was an ode to the quarterback, and it went something along the lines of, "Look at all my non-existent linemen/ sinking in a gentle pool of slime" and "don't disturb me now, I can see a receiver". And of course, "Always hoped that I'd be a quarterback/ knew that I would make it if I tried." Although what I mainly shout when my team's offense on the field is "Go!", I can also be heard screaming, "Protect him!" to the offensive line.
It's one thing to cheer when your team makes a defensive stop and it's another to single out one player on the opposing team to taunt. Especially if said player is not a dick-quarterback, but just a good, highly-touted quarterback. I have major problems with the Colorado Buffaloes football program and its faithful - Gary Barnett has to be one of the least disciplined coaches ever - but high on my list of Colorado fans' offenses is them chanting, "No more Heisman!" to Nebraska's Eric Crouch after the Buffaloes beat the Huskers the year Crouch was in the running for the Heisman. What the fuck? I mean, what the fuck. These are college kids! I don't even like Ole Miss fans chanting "Overrated!" to the entire Texas Tech team, but an entire stadium taunting one specific player on the opposing team who did nothing unseemly except try to win the game? In college, that's grotesque. And of course that one specific player is always going to be the quarterback... a side effect, again, of Ye Olde Quarterback Mystique. Colorado fans proved themselves even classier when they shone laser-pointers in the Oklahoma State quarterback's eye in 2008. Once again: what the fuck.



Crouch won his Heisman after all. It can be done.
"WHAT DOES JOE GANZ DO NOW?" "JOE GANZ TAKES SOME ADVIL."
A final note: I tend to judge quarterbacks based on values I picked up watching Nebraska football, so I think it's fair to explain what these values are.


Joe Ganz was pretty much fucked over by Bill Callahan. He spent 2006 as No. 2 and then got by-passed again in 2007 - this time in favor of Sam Keller, a flashy transfer who according to the UNL underground had family connections to Callahan. Ganz became "the quarterback that could have been, but wasn't." Keller got the love; Keller got the playing time. Did Keller play well? Eh. When Ganz finally got the chance to play (season-ending injury for Keller), he was stunning. Ganz started in 2008 with one year left in eligibility, and has broken I don't want to know how many all-time Nebraska records in this one wonderful year. He was also fucked over by timing, because although he's statistically excellent he's playing in the same conference as the Big 12 powerhouse quarterbacks, McCoy, Bradford, and Harrell - so he gets ignored by the national media. Not to mention, Nebraska's a struggling school this year, making Ganz a sleeper. In football terms, one of his years was essentially wasted here. Most fans have gotten behind Ganz and are sorry he had to have so much playing opportunity flushed down the toilet, but when I hear from the few that haven't (like "stay down joey, we need a better qb" - that shit, which is not too far from the Jets fans cheering Chad Pennington getting injured, makes me physically ill), I seriously think that if I was Ganz, I might just turn around and give the haters the big Fuck You.

Nebraska quarterbacks are supposed to be able to take their licks, so they don't do pansy moves like running out of bounds or sliding baseball-style across the first down mark to avoid getting tackled. They just get tackled (or sometimes they get their heads twisted around exorcist-style). Ganz has taken his share of monster hits too. In the fourth quarter of the Gator Bowl - after a successful high-pressure completed pass - he was tackled and pushed to the ground face-first. Then he just lay there - took off his own helmet and lay there (see below, with concerned runningback Marlon Lucky). And Joe Ganz, let me tell you, never just lies there. He's said that he would have to be "peeled off the field." He'd already started limping in the first half and now, what? Concussion, apparently. He was helped off the field and his back-up immediately fumbled the ball - I went to take a walk to cool my nerves. I prayed for a win but I also prayed for Joe Ganz to be okay. He was back on the next offensive series. He got them all the way to the final field goal. "There was no doubt in my mind," says Coach Pelini, that Ganz would be back after that hit. Just a mild concussion, after all. He went on to win the game MVP, a trophy he wants to cut up and split with the defense. But you know why he won that MVP, despite two turnovers? Because he's the quarterback. Because he's a great quarterback who fulfilled his responsibilities to a team that needed him: leading them to victory, not just by the plays he made but by his emotional core, by what many sports writers covering the game have called his guts. That's why it's more than plays and stats and X's and O's - that's why it matters whether the quarterback is a dick or not. It matters how he treats his teammates. It matters if he makes excuses. When the team is not some monstrous powerhouse well-oiled machine - when the team has had to struggle - the heart of the team is the quarterback. So it's on the quarterback to get them to that win, even if the other players are the ones actually running into the end zone. It's a hard task, but if he succeeds, to the quarterback go the spoils. Asked what was next for him after the game - hinting at NFL plans - he said, "Joe Ganz takes some Advil."
Okay, I should stop. I could go on and on about Joe Ganz. I'm going to seriously miss him next year. I hope he comes back to Nebraska somehow - grad assistant, perhaps? - because he's the kind of quarterback you would want young players to take after. He wants to be remembered "as someone who shut up, worked hard, never complained and left everything that I had on that field." And there you have it. I couldn't ask for anything more.

The Nebraska Quarterback: Joe Ganz
My conclusion about the Quarterback Mystique is that the best quarterbacks are the ones that don't buy into it; or rather, the quarterbacks who recognize their responsibilities to the team but don't obsess over the benefits. The ones who don't think they're any better than anybody else on the team (or the coaching staff), even if their burden is bigger. They put the team first. And not that the quarterback should be blamed for having a lucky season and outstanding teammates, but the quarterback that has to get through rough patches and dry spells is the one that actually proves himself. Arguably, the best politicians do the same. Those are the only "leaders" that I consider real leaders.
And God, I wish this were obvious to everyone.
Someone posted this on the
ncaafootball community, but it's anonymously making the rounds on football discussion boards. The BCS (Bowl Championship Series) rankings, determined partly by computers and partly by voters (hence the emphasis on "style points" - which translates roughly to beating the crap out of weaker teams instead of being a gracious winner) and mostly by formulas, decide who plays in the national championship game.
After determining the Big-12 championship game participants the BCS computers were put to work on other major contests and today the BCS declared Germany to be the winner of World War II.
"Germany put together an incredible number of victories beginning with the annexation of Austria and the Sudetenland and continuing on into conference play with defeats of Poland, France, Norway, Sweden, Denmark, Belgium and the Netherlands. Their only losses came against the US and Russia; however considering their entire body of work––including an incredibly tough Strength of Schedule––our computers deemed them worthy of the #1 ranking."
Questioned about the #4 ranking of the United States the BCS commissioner stated "The US only had two major victories––Japan and Germany. The computer models, unlike humans, aren't influenced by head-to-head contests––they consider each contest to be only a single, equally-weighted event."
German Chancellor Adolph Hiter said "Yes, we lost to the US; but we defeated #2 ranked France in only 6 weeks." Herr Hitler has been criticized for seeking dramatic victories to earn 'style points' to enhance Germany's rankings. Hitler protested "Our contest with Poland was in doubt until the final day and the conditions in Norway were incredibly challenging and demanded the application of additional forces."
The French ranking has also come under scrutiny. The BCS commented "France had a single loss against Germany and following a preseason #1 ranking they only fell to #2."
Japan was ranked #3 with victories including Manchuria, Borneo and the Philippines.
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After determining the Big-12 championship game participants the BCS computers were put to work on other major contests and today the BCS declared Germany to be the winner of World War II.
"Germany put together an incredible number of victories beginning with the annexation of Austria and the Sudetenland and continuing on into conference play with defeats of Poland, France, Norway, Sweden, Denmark, Belgium and the Netherlands. Their only losses came against the US and Russia; however considering their entire body of work––including an incredibly tough Strength of Schedule––our computers deemed them worthy of the #1 ranking."
Questioned about the #4 ranking of the United States the BCS commissioner stated "The US only had two major victories––Japan and Germany. The computer models, unlike humans, aren't influenced by head-to-head contests––they consider each contest to be only a single, equally-weighted event."
German Chancellor Adolph Hiter said "Yes, we lost to the US; but we defeated #2 ranked France in only 6 weeks." Herr Hitler has been criticized for seeking dramatic victories to earn 'style points' to enhance Germany's rankings. Hitler protested "Our contest with Poland was in doubt until the final day and the conditions in Norway were incredibly challenging and demanded the application of additional forces."
The French ranking has also come under scrutiny. The BCS commented "France had a single loss against Germany and following a preseason #1 ranking they only fell to #2."
Japan was ranked #3 with victories including Manchuria, Borneo and the Philippines.
Nebraska 40, Colorado 31
Nov. 28th, 2008 07:32 pm
We won that game because of spirit. Because the players never gave up and Coach Pelini never gave up and I bet the fans at Memorial Stadium never gave up either. I guarantee that under Callahan last season, we would have lost this game. We would have given up. But Pelini, you know, he fucking knows Nebraska football, he knows what it means, and he found a way to pull it out. This is why I love the Huskers. This is why I love college football. Pure pathos, pure pathos all the way.
I didn't actually catch the 57-yard field goal, a school record - I caught the immediate aftermath. Our kicker Alex Henery (the one in the middle in the picture above) got the Player of the Game, as he rightly should have, because it put us in front 33-31 with 1:43 left. 57 yards. Think about that. That's more than half a football field. Apparently it just barely got in, but it was a school fucking record. He's a great kicker. Not such a great faker, but a great kicker.
I called my mother at like a minute left, when Colorado was trying to drive back up the field for a gamewinning field goal. On the very next play, while I was on the phone with her, SUH intercepted a pass and ran it back for a touchdown. It was amazing. We were screaming together. It was like 2000 all over again: me digging my nails into my mother's arm and hiding behind the dishwasher watching to see if Josh Brown would nail the gamewinning field goal (which he did).
Colorado games are always like this - no offense to anybody who lives in or loves Colorado, but when Oklahoma State played at Colorado this year some asshole Colorado fan shone a laser in the OSU quarterback's eye. Then of course there's the time they beat Nebraska in Boulder and not only memorialized the score on team rings (who does that??) but chanted "No more Heisman!" to our quarterback (who won the Heisman anyway, SUCK IT COLORADO). So yeah. It's a very, very bitter rivalry, it always comes down to the wire, it often determines our bowls, and in many ways, the Colorado game makes or breaks the season. It is, after all, the last home game for the seniors, the last regular-season game. The players know its significance: one senior, Peterson, apparently had a dream the night before where the Huskers lost 40-4. It would have indeed been awful if we had ended this great, dawn-of-the-new-era season with a loss. And ending it with a win, and a win with so much spirit, is really the best Christmas present Coach Pelini could have given the Husker faithful.
All you can really say is alhamdulillah. We're 8-4 and bound for a good bowl game in Bo Pelini's first year, after finishing last season 5-7. And it feels so damn good.

Apparently when ESPN2 showed the clip of Suh's final interception, they said, "My name is Suh! How are you! Now you gonna die!" That's a modification of "A Boy Named Sue", by the way - one of my favorite Johnny Cash songs.
( more picspam, because I cannot stop myself. )
I know no one cares, but ESPN in-game commentators are nauseatingly in love with the Texas QB, Colt McCoy.
I mean, it's actually kind of frightening to listen to them. They don't even call him McCoy (like they do all other players, by surname) - they call him Colt (his real name is Daniel. But apparently Daniel was boring). They spend like 80% of the game talking about this guy, and how comfortable and confident he is, and how smart he is, and how there is no one who could possibly contend with him for the Heisman Trophy. This has been going on for 4 years now. Like, uh. He's not even vaguely hot even for a football player, but then again, I'm not a guy. Draw own conclusions?
I root for Texas against Oklahoma, yes, but watching them against anybody else just gets grating/creepy. Texas will be punting and the commentators will still be waxing poetic over how great Colt McCoy is. And as much as I resent Missouri for flaunting their beating us up and being cocky little geeks-on-the-homecoming-court, I pity any Missouri fans listening to this broadcast. Texas is treated like such a golden child.
Not that, of course, Missouri isn't playing awfully, and not that, of course, Texas isn't currently #1 in the country. But Texas always starts off the season as the "underdog" (not that they know the meaning of underdog), beats some high-ranking team, rockets to the top, and then crumbles in a blazing rollercoaster of flames by the end of the season because they're not that good, enabling them to start all over the next year, as the "underdog". But of course they're the underdog that ESPN always roots for. It's like NBC and Notre Dame, except Texas does not own ESPN - thus it really is just the commentators who want to make sweet love to the Texas football team. It's just, ugh. Gross.
I mean, it's actually kind of frightening to listen to them. They don't even call him McCoy (like they do all other players, by surname) - they call him Colt (his real name is Daniel. But apparently Daniel was boring). They spend like 80% of the game talking about this guy, and how comfortable and confident he is, and how smart he is, and how there is no one who could possibly contend with him for the Heisman Trophy. This has been going on for 4 years now. Like, uh. He's not even vaguely hot even for a football player, but then again, I'm not a guy. Draw own conclusions?
I root for Texas against Oklahoma, yes, but watching them against anybody else just gets grating/creepy. Texas will be punting and the commentators will still be waxing poetic over how great Colt McCoy is. And as much as I resent Missouri for flaunting their beating us up and being cocky little geeks-on-the-homecoming-court, I pity any Missouri fans listening to this broadcast. Texas is treated like such a golden child.
Not that, of course, Missouri isn't playing awfully, and not that, of course, Texas isn't currently #1 in the country. But Texas always starts off the season as the "underdog" (not that they know the meaning of underdog), beats some high-ranking team, rockets to the top, and then crumbles in a blazing rollercoaster of flames by the end of the season because they're not that good, enabling them to start all over the next year, as the "underdog". But of course they're the underdog that ESPN always roots for. It's like NBC and Notre Dame, except Texas does not own ESPN - thus it really is just the commentators who want to make sweet love to the Texas football team. It's just, ugh. Gross.
kick utah out of the union.
Dec. 22nd, 2007 09:50 pm
Friday Night Lights (movie, not tv) - the best football movie I have ever seen, the reason I love Lucas Black (the guy crying), etc.
Gentlemen, the hopes and dreams of an entire town are riding on your shoulders.
You may never matter again in your life as much as you do right now.
Perfection is about being able to look your friends in the eye and know that you didn't let them down because you told them the truth.
And that truth is you did everything you could.
I dare you to beat it. I dare you.
( the Las Vegas bowl, 2007. )
My moods are way too affected by college football.
I'm sure nobody here cares, but...
Dec. 4th, 2007 08:40 amBreaking news of the week here in Nebraska is that Bo Pelini is our new football coach. Tom Osborne just hired him, and already t-shirts have sprung up with the oh-so-clever slogans: "Bo Big Red" and "Bo! Bo! Bo! Merry Christmas".
Of course, the gist of some of the snarkier comments on LITR has been: "And how long until we start calling for Pelini to be fired?" This is a tough place to coach. If you do well, you'll get a bronze statue, a seat in Congress, sporting stadiums named after you, and legions of followers who worship you like Innsmouth and Imboca worship the fish-god Dagon. If you do poorly, however - or rather, if you fail to have nine wins a season and play for the Big 12 Conference Championship in San Antonio - you'll get death threats. If you can't take the heat, get out of the kitchen: football is life here - it's bread and God and beer. People cry watching press conferences. Old women wear little red N earrings. We own the national record for consecutive sell-outs at our games. We have actually gotten recruits from Los Angeles to commit to our program because we take them to a home game and this gigantic amorphous, nebulous, passionate sea of red will roar their name in welcome. The game's radio broadcast is played over grocery store P.A. systems on Saturdays, and as Regina Spektor might say, fall Saturdays in Nebraska mean red, red, red. There is no place like Nebraska.
I'd also like to take this opportunity to encourage everyone and anyone to vote for Tom Osborne in ESPN's Greatest College Football Coach of All Time competition. He's got 38%, and Bear Bryant has 42%, so unless anybody's really devoted to Alabama, please vote for Tom.
Of course, the gist of some of the snarkier comments on LITR has been: "And how long until we start calling for Pelini to be fired?" This is a tough place to coach. If you do well, you'll get a bronze statue, a seat in Congress, sporting stadiums named after you, and legions of followers who worship you like Innsmouth and Imboca worship the fish-god Dagon. If you do poorly, however - or rather, if you fail to have nine wins a season and play for the Big 12 Conference Championship in San Antonio - you'll get death threats. If you can't take the heat, get out of the kitchen: football is life here - it's bread and God and beer. People cry watching press conferences. Old women wear little red N earrings. We own the national record for consecutive sell-outs at our games. We have actually gotten recruits from Los Angeles to commit to our program because we take them to a home game and this gigantic amorphous, nebulous, passionate sea of red will roar their name in welcome. The game's radio broadcast is played over grocery store P.A. systems on Saturdays, and as Regina Spektor might say, fall Saturdays in Nebraska mean red, red, red. There is no place like Nebraska.
I'd also like to take this opportunity to encourage everyone and anyone to vote for Tom Osborne in ESPN's Greatest College Football Coach of All Time competition. He's got 38%, and Bear Bryant has 42%, so unless anybody's really devoted to Alabama, please vote for Tom.
Well, I'm back!
When I got to the gate at LAX for the flight headed to Dallas, I saw old men in cowboy hats and wives with curly blonde hair and knew I'd found it. When I got on the plane in Dallas going to Omaha, the couple next to me said, "I haven't had the chance to talk to anybody about what happened yesterday!" and I said, "Oh yeah, Callahan being fired?" and they said, "Oh, really, just like that! What was the score?" and I said, "65-51," and they said, "Did we lose?" and I half-laughed and said, "Oh yeah, we lost," and nobody had even mentioned either "football" or "Huskers", because it was obvious, and I knew I was going the right way.
And now I'm home, sitting on the leather couch next to my mom, who is sleeping, and my cat, who is also sleeping, after our breakfast of coffee, home-baked muffins, over easy eggs, and cranberry-pomegranate juice, watching the Paris Grand Prix figureskating and NFL football (Kansas City versus Oakland, Minnesota versus New York Giants). I was happy to see Eli Manning get intercepted for a touchdown twice in a row. The Russians are, of course, dramatic and glorious ice dancers that should have won but didn't. My mother has declared it a day for doing nothing. The internet is fast again. Our little house is cluttered with knick-knacks and details. We have pumpkin pie in the fridge and other left-overs. The front courtyard is a sea of leaves, and the neighbors have a new puppy. Last night on the local news they spotlighted a man in Huskerwear who held up motivational signs on street corners supporting Osborne's decision to fire Callahan (as does most of the state), shouting, in the dark to passing cars after the end of this terrible losing season, "We're back!" Life, in other words, is good.
(sorry for the sappiness-nice-things-obsession: it will be the only post of this kind)
When I got to the gate at LAX for the flight headed to Dallas, I saw old men in cowboy hats and wives with curly blonde hair and knew I'd found it. When I got on the plane in Dallas going to Omaha, the couple next to me said, "I haven't had the chance to talk to anybody about what happened yesterday!" and I said, "Oh yeah, Callahan being fired?" and they said, "Oh, really, just like that! What was the score?" and I said, "65-51," and they said, "Did we lose?" and I half-laughed and said, "Oh yeah, we lost," and nobody had even mentioned either "football" or "Huskers", because it was obvious, and I knew I was going the right way.
And now I'm home, sitting on the leather couch next to my mom, who is sleeping, and my cat, who is also sleeping, after our breakfast of coffee, home-baked muffins, over easy eggs, and cranberry-pomegranate juice, watching the Paris Grand Prix figureskating and NFL football (Kansas City versus Oakland, Minnesota versus New York Giants). I was happy to see Eli Manning get intercepted for a touchdown twice in a row. The Russians are, of course, dramatic and glorious ice dancers that should have won but didn't. My mother has declared it a day for doing nothing. The internet is fast again. Our little house is cluttered with knick-knacks and details. We have pumpkin pie in the fridge and other left-overs. The front courtyard is a sea of leaves, and the neighbors have a new puppy. Last night on the local news they spotlighted a man in Huskerwear who held up motivational signs on street corners supporting Osborne's decision to fire Callahan (as does most of the state), shouting, in the dark to passing cars after the end of this terrible losing season, "We're back!" Life, in other words, is good.
(sorry for the sappiness-nice-things-obsession: it will be the only post of this kind)
I love happy endings...
Jan. 2nd, 2007 01:36 amBOISE STATE BEAT OKLAHOMA IN THE FIESTA BOWL!!!
I know this must mean nothing to many people, but... Oklahoma is one of the big evils of
the Big 12 conference... and everybody thinks Oklahoma's just so perfect and unbeatable (despite them being 11-3 this season)... and Boise State is from a non-BCS conference, only in this BCS game on a concession by the BCS dudes, and everybody thought Boise State couldn't really play football (despite them being 13-0 this season)...
oh, yeah, this is a post about college football.
Oklahoma was asleep in the first half. Boise State was leading at the beginning of the second half, 21-10. Then Oklahoma woke up and managed to tie it, 28-28, in the last minute and a half. They kicked it away. Boise State had it and was trying to get close enough to do something to win, field goal or touchdown. Unfortunately... their quarterback, this really edgy-looking biker guy with tattooes (including one of a Z on his arm), Jared Zabransky (#5), throws an interception, after playing the rest of the game perfect. Oklahoma scored. With 1:02, it was do or die for Boise State. Oklahoma managed to put a good stop to them with like... fifty yards to go or so. Then, at 4th and 19, and 7 seconds left, Zabransky throws again... a little pass to one player, who then hands it off to another player! A perfect hook-and-lateral trick play! That player runs it back for a touchdown. They tie it, 35-35. Overtime!
Oklahoma's Adrian Peterson gets a touchdown on Oklahoma's first handling of the ball. Boise State, on the other hand, barely gets a first down. Then they're back at 4th down again. Do or die... again. Zabransky throws a touchdown pass. So they do. And now what? The 1-point extra kick to tie it, 42-42, and go into second overtime? Or the 2-point conversion to win? Nebraska's own Tom Osborne famously decided to go for 2 in a situation like this and lost when they failed to pull it off... lost the national championship, I mean.
They decide to go for it. It was a very, very good decoy, the QB pretending to throw it one way but then throwing it to this kid Ian Johnson, who runs it in for the 2-point conversion - Boise State wins, 43-42!!!
This is the team no one in the college football panel-of-experts believed could play with "the big dogs". The team no one really wanted to give a chance, because, hell, they're just Boise State. They play on a fucking blue field in the middle of nowhere! Well, I think Boise State proved the whole world wrong tonight. Afterwards all their big and heavy linemen go around pumping their chests talking all ghetto about demanding respect and everything, and you're just like... yeah... you do deserve it. Oklahoma always pulls shit like this, after trailing most of the game they'll bounce back in the last few minutes and win it all, and it's like... damn you, Oklahoma! But Boise State actually managed to hit back, every single time. They can play with the big boys. As Mark May of ESPN said afterwards, Oklahoma thought that the OU on their helmets would make it enough for them to win. But it wasn't.
There's a lot of entitlement in college football these days. Bob Stoops told his team they were the "bluebloods" of college football. The bluebloods? Nebraska has this issue too - "storied programs" that are used to winning state championships are used to having these big wins sort of handed to them because they've been around so long. Everyone expects Texas to be good, for example, even if logically you might think them overhyped. But they're Texas, so they will win, and don't think that kind of attitude from outside sources doesn't affect players of opposing teams. Apparently, Boise State is coached so well, by Chris Petersen, that they managed to interpret that entitlement as a challenge. You think we can't run with you? We'll run over you. True, Boise State looked like they were out so many times in the last 90 seconds of regulation, and then during all of overtime. But somehow they just kept pulling pages out of the playbook... and their players were sharp enough that they could actually pull those plays off. It was amazing. Usually teams only get one miracle like that every three seasons. Boise State had two in about two minutes.

The best part... right after the game, Ian Johnson, the guy who won the game, (apparently known as "a little different guy") was being interviewed next to some annoying hick fans, and he was being very nice and everything, although it was clear that Boise State felt they should have a chance to play for the national championship (and honestly, after that performance, I think everyone agreed), and then the camera spans out to show that this cheerleader's next to him. I'm like, wtf, why is a cheerleader standing next to him? Then the reporter said, "Okay, now go ahead and propose to your girlfriend." The head cheerleader, Chrissy Popadics (and girlfriend, as it turns out) starts like, screaming - she obviously had no idea - and Ian Johnson gets down on one knee and asks her to marry him! Of course she says yes, and she jumps into his arms and they start making out. It was awesome. How often does that actually happen? (it was also an interracial relationship, btw, which is fairly impressive for Idaho). But then again, with a game like this, you can't say much else than - how often does that happen?
QB Zabransky mused, "It probably wouldn't have been as romantic if we would have lost..."
I know this must mean nothing to many people, but... Oklahoma is one of the big evils of

oh, yeah, this is a post about college football.
Oklahoma was asleep in the first half. Boise State was leading at the beginning of the second half, 21-10. Then Oklahoma woke up and managed to tie it, 28-28, in the last minute and a half. They kicked it away. Boise State had it and was trying to get close enough to do something to win, field goal or touchdown. Unfortunately... their quarterback, this really edgy-looking biker guy with tattooes (including one of a Z on his arm), Jared Zabransky (#5), throws an interception, after playing the rest of the game perfect. Oklahoma scored. With 1:02, it was do or die for Boise State. Oklahoma managed to put a good stop to them with like... fifty yards to go or so. Then, at 4th and 19, and 7 seconds left, Zabransky throws again... a little pass to one player, who then hands it off to another player! A perfect hook-and-lateral trick play! That player runs it back for a touchdown. They tie it, 35-35. Overtime!
Oklahoma's Adrian Peterson gets a touchdown on Oklahoma's first handling of the ball. Boise State, on the other hand, barely gets a first down. Then they're back at 4th down again. Do or die... again. Zabransky throws a touchdown pass. So they do. And now what? The 1-point extra kick to tie it, 42-42, and go into second overtime? Or the 2-point conversion to win? Nebraska's own Tom Osborne famously decided to go for 2 in a situation like this and lost when they failed to pull it off... lost the national championship, I mean.
They decide to go for it. It was a very, very good decoy, the QB pretending to throw it one way but then throwing it to this kid Ian Johnson, who runs it in for the 2-point conversion - Boise State wins, 43-42!!!
This is the team no one in the college football panel-of-experts believed could play with "the big dogs". The team no one really wanted to give a chance, because, hell, they're just Boise State. They play on a fucking blue field in the middle of nowhere! Well, I think Boise State proved the whole world wrong tonight. Afterwards all their big and heavy linemen go around pumping their chests talking all ghetto about demanding respect and everything, and you're just like... yeah... you do deserve it. Oklahoma always pulls shit like this, after trailing most of the game they'll bounce back in the last few minutes and win it all, and it's like... damn you, Oklahoma! But Boise State actually managed to hit back, every single time. They can play with the big boys. As Mark May of ESPN said afterwards, Oklahoma thought that the OU on their helmets would make it enough for them to win. But it wasn't.
There's a lot of entitlement in college football these days. Bob Stoops told his team they were the "bluebloods" of college football. The bluebloods? Nebraska has this issue too - "storied programs" that are used to winning state championships are used to having these big wins sort of handed to them because they've been around so long. Everyone expects Texas to be good, for example, even if logically you might think them overhyped. But they're Texas, so they will win, and don't think that kind of attitude from outside sources doesn't affect players of opposing teams. Apparently, Boise State is coached so well, by Chris Petersen, that they managed to interpret that entitlement as a challenge. You think we can't run with you? We'll run over you. True, Boise State looked like they were out so many times in the last 90 seconds of regulation, and then during all of overtime. But somehow they just kept pulling pages out of the playbook... and their players were sharp enough that they could actually pull those plays off. It was amazing. Usually teams only get one miracle like that every three seasons. Boise State had two in about two minutes.

The best part... right after the game, Ian Johnson, the guy who won the game, (apparently known as "a little different guy") was being interviewed next to some annoying hick fans, and he was being very nice and everything, although it was clear that Boise State felt they should have a chance to play for the national championship (and honestly, after that performance, I think everyone agreed), and then the camera spans out to show that this cheerleader's next to him. I'm like, wtf, why is a cheerleader standing next to him? Then the reporter said, "Okay, now go ahead and propose to your girlfriend." The head cheerleader, Chrissy Popadics (and girlfriend, as it turns out) starts like, screaming - she obviously had no idea - and Ian Johnson gets down on one knee and asks her to marry him! Of course she says yes, and she jumps into his arms and they start making out. It was awesome. How often does that actually happen? (it was also an interracial relationship, btw, which is fairly impressive for Idaho). But then again, with a game like this, you can't say much else than - how often does that happen?