Nov. 2nd, 2008

intertribal: (kill me now)
I think I just watched the best episode of Law & Order: SVU ever.  I know, I didn't think it would happen either.  Yes, it still had a few classic SVU faults, particularly revolving the stupidly-intensifying Olivia-Stabler-Kathy triangle, and of course they smashed complicated things into one primetime hour, but overall it was insanely sophisticated for an SVU episode.  It was called "Swing", and it had nothing to do with sex.  It turns out Stabler's daughter has bipolar disorder and she got it from Stabler's mother - but it's strongly implied that Stabler actually has it too, even though the episode never says so explicitly.  As far as crime plot goes, there was pretty much none - she had broken into a house while on a drug-fueled mania and stolen jewelry - but it was a lot more engaging than any of their crime episodes.  Seriously, it's hard to believe (and somewhat disappointing) they went from this to "Lunacy", that ridiculous astronaut episode. 

This is rather an odd link, but the women who marry into my mother's family, I've found, tend to have emotional/mental problems of some kind, some more severe (suicide - my uncle's second wife) than others, and my uncle's third wife has bipolar disorder.  I don't have it myself.  My mother's developing anxiety (which I have/had) but she's spent most of her life fairly steady; her mother, who married into the family, was one of those reasonably educated women who compromised and became a '50s housewife (a Laura Bush, basically) - although I wonder if there wasn't some tension in her head that my mother hasn't told me about.  I don't know very much about my maternal grandmother, even though I'm named after her.  Either that, or I take The Hours too seriously.  The natural-born Hostetlers have problems too, but with the men it's usually limited to mild to moderate depression that they can self-medicate through sleep, video games, vacations, and new wives to replace defective ones.  Sometimes I think my mother self-medicated by uprooting herself, and that she's getting this constant need now to go on walks to calm herself down worries me a little. 

Anyway, I felt that "Swing" was a very accurate depiction of both the disorder and the reaction other people have to it.  Ellen Burstyn, playing Stabler's mother, was very, very good. 

Apparently Stabler's bipolar daughter has the same middle name as mine. 
intertribal: (hi i'm kate moss)
Went to see W. again with my mom today.  I really love that movie, as it turns out.  I got this theory about the benefits and fun of objectifying powerful people, but who knows. 

I'm anxious about the election.  I'm convinced something awful will happen with the voting.  I know that whatever happens isn't the end of the world, but I agree with The Economist's endorsement (and when do I ever agree with The Economist?):

"The Economist does not have a vote, but if it did, it would cast it for Mr Obama. We do so wholeheartedly: the Democratic candidate has clearly shown that he offers the better chance of restoring America’s self-confidence. But we acknowledge it is a gamble. Given Mr Obama’s inexperience, the lack of clarity about some of his beliefs and the prospect of a stridently Democratic Congress, voting for him is a risk. Yet it is one America should take, given the steep road ahead."

"So Mr Obama in that respect is a gamble. But the same goes for Mr McCain on at least as many counts, not least the possibility of President Palin. And this cannot be another election where the choice is based merely on fear. In terms of painting a brighter future for America and the world, Mr Obama has produced the more compelling and detailed portrait."

from the brightest star comes the blackest hole
you had so much to offer, why did you offer your soul?
would you deny for others what you demand for yourself?
[cool down, mama - cool off]
you speak of signs and wonders, I need something other
I would believe, if I was able, but I'm waiting on the crumbs from your table
you were pretty as a picture - it was all there to see
then your face caught up with your psychology
with a mouthful of teeth, you ate all your friends
and you broke every heart thinking every heart mends
- U2: "Crumbs From Your Table"

I traded fame for love, without a second thought
it all became a silly game - some things cannot be bought
I got exactly what I asked for, wanted it so badly
running, rushing back for more - I suffered fools so gladly
and now I find I've changed my mind
traveled round the world looking for a home
I found myself in crowded rooms, feeling so alone
I had so many lovers who settled for the thrill of basking in my spotlight
I never felt so happy
famous faces, far-off places, trinkets I can buy
no handsome stranger, heady danger, drug that I can try
no ferris wheel, no heart to steal, no laughter in the dark
no one night stand, no far-off land, no fire that I can spark
- Madonna: "Substitute for Love"

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