aside from sleep-deprivation intensifying my feeling exhausted and worthless, and aside from irritation stemming from this and other things getting in the way of my plans to not be worthless and accomplish lots of work, no, I have no idea. maybe that's sufficient explanation, but maybe i'm more hormonal lately. it seems heavier than usual. I actually got a headache and cramps, when I don't normally have that much physical pain. and before the PMS stage (which involved crying), i was abnormally influenced by "ovulation" or whatnot, really attracted to every man nearby, you know...