Even if it makes me miserable? I'm not strong enough to just be "I'm different, woo." Not when everyone around me judges me for it. Yes, everyone. And not when I am jealous to the brink of tears of everyone around me. Not when I don't WANT to be different, not in this respect. Honesty and openness have nothing to do with anything, really.
I agree, but it's easier to be self-sacrificial when completely pursuing your passion doesn't LITERALLY entail self-sacrifice.
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Date: 2009-08-09 05:27 am (UTC)I agree, but it's easier to be self-sacrificial when completely pursuing your passion doesn't LITERALLY entail self-sacrifice.