Writing isn't enough to pay the bills. Also, writing is a solitary sport. I also happen to think writing (or the arts of any kind) isn't really enough of a contribution to the world good. So for all those reasons, no, I don't have all I need.

As for the relationship thing, my frustration stems from my inexperience more than age-related panic about finding something lasting. And how I think there's something wrong with me. Which is a position I don't know anyone else to be in. Which is why I keep it to myself.