when I get to the bottom I'll go back to the top of the slide

[intertribal]

So I got a temp job that'll hold me until the end of August, which means I won't be around in the daytime anymore.  It's at UNL, which means I can carpool with my mom, but it's at Teacher's College, not Graduate Studies.  Has to do with human subject research... all I'm doing is being a secretary though.  But I will have some money, and that's something I need. 

Perhaps I will actually get more done with less time on my hands.

I know I'm being abused, that's okay because I like the abuse
I know she's playing with me, that's okay cuz I got no self esteem
Well I guess I should stick up for myself, but I really think it's better this way
The more you suffer, the more it shows you really care - right?