You don't want to feel that again because you think it takes away your power, yes? Well, I don't know, I really like the feeling. I don't associate it with power loss.

It's not really a matter of association, although it's true I don't like it largely because of the consequences, but it's more like it is, at least partly, power loss. It causes power loss, and it's caused by power loss. Now, I know some people are the opposite, but...I dunno, I think there's always an element of being out of conscious control, of giving something over to the other person, even if you're 'dominant'.