Lol, airheads. I hadn't quite thought of it that way, but I guess I didn't want to demean them so totally, either. And I'm not really looking for a stable provider, like at all. But yeah, that's why I don't really respect them (inadequate word, but, well...).
I might still go back and read it, I dunno.
I mean, he's not like AC. But the thing is, with AC, I never felt physical desire
and yet, you tried to tell me you did...
This is going to be way too much tmi but I don't think I've felt actual physical desire maybe ever, at least the sort that isn't just a "oh, he is cute", middle school-ish sort of thing.
That's exactly how I felt when I fell for Josie. And...I'm not sure if I really want to feel that again. I even think it has less to do with sex (i mean female-ness) than it seems to. She's another 'type', for me, one I'm usu. too intimidated by to take seriously (and for me, this is the type that is coolness, tinged with masculinity), and that has like whoa way too much power over me. I mean, it's obviously a bit different for you, and I've gone through many different interpretations of my feelings (e.g. thinking i was a lesbian), but that is the sort of desire I first felt for her. Tara has alternately said that she's never felt it, or "so what you're saying is, guys just don't make you hot." I honestly think a lot of girls, maybe a lot of people (but i'm pretty sure it's gender-skewed), don't feel this, and it's sort of lame that we just have cover terms like "desire" and loose categorizations like "physical" to cover the whole spectrum.
i don't get the paladin thing. what tragic past? but that is odd. i don't think i have any particular 'thing' about anyone's past, though it sometimes happens that people who fit a certain 'type' share certain histories (no big surprise).
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I might still go back and read it, I dunno.
I mean, he's not like AC. But the thing is, with AC, I never felt physical desire
and yet, you tried to tell me you did...
This is going to be way too much tmi but I don't think I've felt actual physical desire maybe ever, at least the sort that isn't just a "oh, he is cute", middle school-ish sort of thing.
That's exactly how I felt when I fell for Josie. And...I'm not sure if I really want to feel that again. I even think it has less to do with sex (i mean female-ness) than it seems to. She's another 'type', for me, one I'm usu. too intimidated by to take seriously (and for me, this is the type that is coolness, tinged with masculinity), and that has like whoa way too much power over me. I mean, it's obviously a bit different for you, and I've gone through many different interpretations of my feelings (e.g. thinking i was a lesbian), but that is the sort of desire I first felt for her. Tara has alternately said that she's never felt it, or "so what you're saying is, guys just don't make you hot." I honestly think a lot of girls, maybe a lot of people (but i'm pretty sure it's gender-skewed), don't feel this, and it's sort of lame that we just have cover terms like "desire" and loose categorizations like "physical" to cover the whole spectrum.
i don't get the paladin thing. what tragic past? but that is odd. i don't think i have any particular 'thing' about anyone's past, though it sometimes happens that people who fit a certain 'type' share certain histories (no big surprise).