Well, we are different people, you know. I see what you mean, and how it could be that way. I've never lost so much stability that I don't feel all that weight and internalized expectations. What's weird is I associate that sort of freedom with, you know, not going down my little fucking plan and just doing what I want to do instead of what I feel like I should do. So I definitely want that kind of freedom, but I don't associate that freedom with not having a family, so I think we're talking about different kinds of stability and losses of stability.

Thanks.