why? or maybe i just don't get the rock. i think of that as everything i can't do, all the tedious things i just break under. and the only thing that saves me is knowing that i'm really here to do what i most want to do, what i love doing, what 'comes naturally' to me, and I have to jump through a few hoops to do it, but I do so grudgingly, hoping every minute that they might someday be able to change to something more sensible, more free.
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Date: 2008-11-19 05:26 am (UTC)